Catch Me 2

Don't shut me out

Camila's p.o.v

At rehearsal we worked on our new routine for the tour. Our dances are better than ever and we're gonna do some new music for the tour and I'm so excited.

We have been dancing 4 hours straight and we finally get to take a 5 min break so I decide to call Austin.

"hey Austin"

"Hey, how's rehearsal? "

"Ehh"

"Hahaha, I can't wait until I see you."

"Me too ☺️"

"How have you been?"

"Ok.."

"Just okay? haha"

"Um well I gotta go talk to you later? bye"

"Wait Camila you didn't answer me!"

It's like he knew I wasn't ok... how did he know? He some how could just tell how I am. He had this affect on me and I didn't know how he did it.

Austin's p.o.v

Something isn't right with Camila. She wasn't her usual perky, goofy self. She was sad and I knew it. What was she hiding from me? I wanted her to tell me everything so we could get through it together. Why did she push me away all the time? I need to figure out what was wrong with my girl and quick.

*Los Angeles*

Camila's p.o.v

We landed in Los Angeles about 10pm. The airport was full of fans. We greeted them and took pictures with them. Our fans are the best they are truly great and I love them dearly and I'd do anything for them. The fact that they wait hours at the airport in 10 o'clock just for 5 minutes of meeting us is amazing and just the littlest things make them happy so I try my best to always keep them happy.

While taking a picture with a fan, someone girl behind me kept giving me evil stares, I ignored them and occasionally smiled at her. I didn't know why she was giving me these looks but I wasn't gonna react to it.

"She thinks she is so perfect, she can't even sing"

"Exactly and I heard Austin liked her, why would her like her, she is so ugly, I'd rather him be with my left toe."

Where were they saying this? I didn't understand it? Where is this coming from? I don't deserve the hate... or maybe they're right.

I walked out the airport, totally in a trance. I heard people call my name but I couldn't find myself to look back or respond. I walked through the crowd of paparazzi awaiting the airport. I didn't answer any question. It was like I wasn't even there. I was some kinda zombie. lifeless in fact. I crossed the streets even tho the lights were green, cars honked and came to a quick stop trying not to hit me. I didn't pay any attention tho I just walked. I didn't know where I was going, or who I was going to. I was just going.

I walked into the woods and there stood a rope bridge over a river. I leap over to other side so I on the edge. I mess up and I was dead, but I didn't care. I wanted it. The freezing cold breeze ran across my cheeks making them pink. My hair flew everywhere and all of my happy thoughts came into my head. The time I met Austin, The time we first kissed, And the time he asked me out. Then all the negative thoughts came into my head. making me watch to jump right of the ledge.

Austin's p.o.v

I just landed into the airport and I see cops here. What was going on?

I looked around and I saw Ally telling an officer something and she looked worried. I saw all the girls except Camila. Where was she? Why wasn't she with them? What was going on!?

"Where is Camila!?" I questioned.

"We don't know she left us. We are so worried Austin, Camila is depressed she's been cutting again. I should've told you but I thought she would have."

"Wait wait! What? why is she cutting? why did he just leave?"

"I think it's because some girl said something, we tried to stop her but she didn't listen... it was like she was a totally new person it was Camila but it wasn't Camila she wasn't all there."

"I have to go find her!"

I ran out. I didn't know where to go. She could honestly be anywhere. I was panicking. Sweat formed in my hands and my heart beater faster and faster by the second. The love of my life was somewhere out here hurting and I wasn't with her comforting her, telling her it'll be ok.

I walked into the woods and I saw Mila's bracelet. I don't know if this gave me hope to find her or made me more worried that something had happened.

I hear splashing waves indicating I was by some kind of water. Maybe she was by there.

There she was. Standing on a ledge looking over what seemed to be a 70ft drop into a river.

"Stop!"

She turned around quickly. Her face was pale and her hair was a mess. Her lips were chapped and she was shivering.

"I didn't want you to see me like this.." She whispered.

"Baby please come over the rope"

"Why should I? I should just jump, it'll be so much easier"

"For who? you?"

"Y-yes"

"Why is that?"

"I'm nothing.."

"No" I responded calmly.

she gave me a face of confusion.

She looked so hurt inside and all I wanted to do was hold her and love her but I felt like if I moved anymore closer to her she'd jump.

"Do you not know I love you?" I said to her.

"I-I do.."

"Obviously not, by doing this to yourself is hurting me, just as much as it's hurting you. This has to stop baby. You can't keep doing this to yourself. To me. To us." She turned face away from me back toward the river.

"You don't understand, nobody understands..." She said quietly. Her voiced sounded like a lonely person who was ready to give up on life, and sadly that is who she was. I hated myself for not noticing sooner. All this time I've been with her but she has been hurting, I blame myself.

"Help me understand. Just come down an talk to me baby, you can get through this, WE can get through this, together." I finally responded. She looked at me with her beautiful brown eyes I feel in love with months ago. She gave me small smile and she nodded. She put her foot over the bar and her other foot slipped. I grabbed her hand while her other hand dangled.

"GIVE ME YOURE OTHER HAND!"

"A-AUSTIN! I CANT!"

"YOU CAN DO IT! JUST GIVE ME YOURE HAND I WONT LET YOU FALL!" I tried my best to be strong because I knew she was terrified. When honestly I was dying inside. Her life depended on me. One screw up and she'd fall.

Finally she reached her other hand to me and I grabbed it and I lifted her up.

She looked me in the eyes and the hugged me. She hugged me so tight and started to cry.

"Shh.. it's ok"

She began to shiver.

"Hey, hey it's ok" I pushed her messy hair away from her face and kissed her.

"I love you."

"I love you too."