tonight

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by ToriUnicorn21

by ToriUnicorn21

Tonight, you are not here;
Tonight, you left me;
Tonight, your wings spread;
Tonight, i cried by your side;
Tonight, i lost half of me;
Tonight, i will be alone.

Sometimes i can't control myself from this pain,
so i go te the bathroom, and cry.

I cry because you are not here
to dry my tears or hug me tight.

I know you watch me from another place,
but it hurts so damn much that this place is not by my side.

My life is much darker since you're gone,
i spend most of the nights awake crying because i don't know how to move on and thinking that every fucking thing was my fault.

I'm sorry if you left being disappointed, i understand if you did,
i could've done it better,
but i just didn't knew how...

I wish i could take those wings in your place
but now all i can do is try.
I'm trying so hard, i really do,
you know how it feels trying to remember someone's voice and not being able to?

Suffering in silence is harder than i thought,
but i will be better for us two...