It's always been this way, one day a little voice in my head told me I will fail at everything and he was right. In the middle of the night, he would say over and over that nobody could ever love me and he was right, I was a loner. But all those years I try to ignore him, but I couldn't, he was always right. And I started little by little to listen to it. One night we were running to a woman, the sound of her high heels on the road made me high. I loved her confused questions and her terrified look when I took out the knife. The voice guided me what to do and I don't remember anything from there. I don't feel like I'm in control anymore. The little voice in my head was right again, I was a monster. What is happening to me?
