I've been slipping once a week, but I've always been in my bedroom when I do. I looked up online about what I am because I was really curious and I figured out I'm a little. I wrote a little journal about all this
How much do I regress: Once a week
What do I need when I'm little: Pacifier, coloring book and crayons, lots and lots of stuffies, and cute clothing
Caregiver/s: None
What to eat when I'm little: Soft foods like ramen or ice cream.
How old am I when I regress:3-5 years?
Rules, punishments, and rewards. None till I get a caregiver
Things to stay away from when I'm little: sharp utensils and heights because I could fall
I looked this over and felt a little sad because I didn't have a caregiver. I thought of Hangyul being my cg and I liked it but I knew I could never tell him, he'd think I was a freak or something. It had been 2 months since I became a little and I knew the others were becoming suspicious but I really didn't think about it much. Tonight we were going to be going out to dinner at 7, it was 3 so I had plenty of time. I was excited, but I needed to regress and I hadn't for a while so I decided to regress. I locked my door and took out my pacifier. I cleaned it off and stuck it in my mouth. Then I grabbed my duck stuffie and a paw patrol coloring book. I changed into a yellow xl shirt that was too big so it went over my waist. Then I put on some white leggings and started to color. It was fun and in just moments I was little. "Dwuckie, let's pway," I squealed. I got up and started twirling and so did duckie. After a while I got tired and took a nap.
2 hours and 30 minutes later
I woke up, duckie was next to me. I got up and looked down. I wish I hadn't worn my white leggings. They were soaked! I must've regressed too far! I took out my phone quickly to add diapers for naptime. I quickly cleaned up which took a half hour. Now I only had an hour to get ready. I got in a blue shirt, black pants and white shoes. I made sure my hair looked good and now I had 20 minutes left. I left my room and I saw the other members still getting ready. I saw Eunsang getting his hair done by Seungyeon, and Dongpyo doing Dohyun's hair. All the members cared about their hair. I went and sat down on a couch and played some games till the others were ready. Then we left.
At the restaurant
The place was really fancy. We got a table in the back so we could talk however loud we wanted to and boy, did it get loud. Halfway through the meal I was starting to slip a little. I needed to go home before I slipped completely. I told myself I couldn't go home because I had already regressed today, but all these loud sounds were getting to me. Thank goodness I actually made it through the meal. I was so close to slipping but this was a secret so I couldn't tell them they'd think I was a freak. We left the restaurant and everyone was talking so loud I started whimpering. Hangyul noticed and asked if I was okay. I mumbled yes but I really wasn't and before I knew it he was hugging me. He whispered in my ear and said, "I know." I blushed really hard. When we got home I hugged him again saying please don't tell anyone. Then we went inside and sat down at the tv. I fell asleep on Hangyul's lap because I was exhausted from the restaurant. He picked me up and later me in bed kissing me goodnight.
Thx for reading. I really tried to make it more interesting. I hope you liked it😁😁 More to come😃😃
