It just happend

Chapter 4

SOPHIE'S POV

Since the dinner Niall don't talk to me that much but I don't get it, I know it's fucked up but it's not that bad and I'm not even Sure If I like Zayn or not.

The school was so boring ,I mean it always is but Niall is not talking to me, it's driving me crazy, but of course I have Mary, but is not the same I miss talking to Niall and the way he blush when I tell him he's cute when he tries to flirt with girls.

When the recess came Niall avoid me and I can't help but feel hurt when he sits down and start talking to Mary just to not talk to me but I feel relief when Zayn arrives to the table and start talking to me. I feel Niall's eyes on me but I ignore him, that's right it's my turn to ignore him... That's so childish but I want revenge.

" Sophie I need to tell you something " Zayn says with nervous eyes

" sure what is it "

" I can't tell you here it's in private "

" ok? " what would it be, that it's so private.

Whatever we went to a bench that was in the football yard and he was thinking of how to say whatever he has to say.

" so this is what's going on " he says and I nodded referring him to continue

" I think I have feelings for you "

In that moment my face went paled and Zayn's just went more and more red, I don't know what to say because I know we are best friends and all that but we only know each other since two months ago I think and he knows well enough to be my friend but not for have feelings for me.

" uhm....Zayn....but y-you don't know me "

" Of course I do "

" how! If we only know each other since the summer camp "

When I say that he nodded and take my hand

" I'm not saying that you had to be my girlfriend I just want you to know that I would be happy with you being more than friends "

I sight and want to say that I think I have feeling for him too but the words doesn't want to leave my mouth and before I realize what's happening I have my mouth on ZAYN'S I quickly pull away and he looks confuse

"WTF Zayn "

" wtf Zayn? YOU kiss ME!! "He says pointing to me and then to him

" oh " what is wrong with me!!!?

" oh? That's all you gonna say? "

" what I'm suppose to say !? "

" I don't know... How about, why you kiss me "

"Uhmm..... I don't know "

" yeah right because it's so normal to kiss someone with no reason at all " he then huff and stand up

" tell me when you find out " and he leave me there alone with all my thoughts and I just feel like shit because now I will have to tell him that I may or May not have feelings for him and to be honest I'm not sure yet... I'm not ready for another breakup..... Or relationship.

In this moment I need my best friend ( Niall ) but he doesn't want to talk to me and I really need him.....oh wait i have Mary .

I stand up and start looking for Mary I see Mary but she's with...aghh ashton I don't have anything against Ashton but Mary and I are more distant then before and in moments like this I need her and I can't just steal her from Ashton that would be rude... So yeah I'm alone and confuse and I already feel the tears building up my eyes.