It just happend

Chapter 6

( ok so I haven't update in too long so this chapter will be long or at least more long that the others and sorry for that I had this block and I can't came up with anything but now I'm back and I will try to update more often luv you ;) xxx)

SOPHIE'S POV

I sight putting the blade down and just stay there seeing the blood running down my wrist, I actually enjoy this, it makes me feel incomplete when I don't do it it's like a routine, suddenly I feel a buzz in my pocket so I washed the blood from my wrist and pick up the phone, it was Luke.

" hello? "

" Sophiee!! " he says to much excited

" yeah luke?" I said chuckling a little

" I love you, you know that right?! "

" Luke?"

" yes love? "

" are you high "

" maybe"I laugh and hang up.

'Buzz buzz'

I sight knowing it was Luke and pick up laughing.

" what do you want Luke " I say steel laughing

" uhmm it's not Luke it's Niall " I freeze for a moment but then answer

" oh...h-hey Niall what's going on "

" nothing I just want to talk to you, we have been very distant lately "
of course asshole you just start avoiding me for no reason at all and left me like we never had a friendship.

" I know " I sigh and hold myself for crying

" I'm sorry for that, but I just want to know if you want to hang out "a smile break into my face and I say yes , we will met at the ice cream shop that we always used to hang out at 5 .

It was 3:46 so I have time to take a nap I haven't sleep lately because of my nightmares so I put an alarm for 4:35 to be sure that I don't oversleep and left Niall alone.

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" It will be better for all if you go "

" shut up Emily I'm not in the mood"

" you keep thinking that I care what you think or what you say right? " I stay in silence not facing her

" I don't need you right now" I finally said

" What do you mean, you're always waiting for me ,to discard all Your shit on me"

" I don't want you to put me more down...not today"

" put you down huh? " she says with a smirk

" yes"

" you're saying that I put you down when I call you worthless"

I cover my ears knowing what she's doing. " stop don't do this " I say almost begging her.

" or fat " it wouldn't matter how strong i cover my ears I steal hearing the hurtful words.
" plss stop"

" stupid "

" stop! " I cry

" ugly"

" stop!! " I cry harder

" and the most important of all..." She says with a big grin

" HEARTBREAKER" I cry the shit out of me

" plss stop!!! "

"NO!! , I'm not doing anything" she stop and smile at me "just telling you the truth"

I wake up soaked in sweat and tears running down my cheek I glanced at the clock and it was 4:16 so I stand up from the couch and make my way upstairs, I locked myself in the bathroom and take a shower because I was very sweaty.

After 20 minutes I get out of the bathroom and enter to my room , I dry my hair and decide to put on some black skinnies ,a red sweater ,my black converse and my black ray bans when I finish it was 5:10 so I rush out of my house and go to Francisco's .

When I get there I see Niall sitting on our usual table and I can't help but smile at the memories that table bring me, Niall look up and smile at me so I made my way toward him and it was awkward at firs but then we start talking and for once I feel like all was perfect again...but of course someone has to screw everything up...