talk || bts

2.7 || a break

KAYOUNG
idk about this seolhee

SEOLHEE
come on it's a good idea

KAYOUNG
what if he isn't thereeeee

SEOLHEE
then we'll go back later

KAYOUNG
but that's embarrassing

SEOLHEE
listen... we'll go there and
just talk it out with him and
clear things up

KAYOUNG
:(

SEOLHEE
I'm rooting for you!

KAYOUNG
ok I'm almost at the room
i'll be there in like 2 minutes

SEOLHEE
ok

KAYOUNGS POV

maybe this time he'll talk... unlike the last 2 times I tried to reach him. I'm starting to think he blocked me or he's ghosting me. wow, i've never been ghosted before. wellllll jimin did ignore me that one time but that's different and completely my fault...

ANYWAY, what if I get there and he isn't there then when we're leaving he catches us and thinks we're weird then hates me forever.

"KAYOUNG" i hear seolhee say from down the hall. She runs up to me and grabs my hand

"we're not even gonna stop at the room let's go" she drags me to the elevator and i press the number 1 to go too the ground floor. The elevator was silent. The only thing i could hear was my heart beat and my heavy breathing.

am I really gonna talk to him? I'm being over dramatic... i mean all he did was possibly lead me on and "cheat" on me with herin's roommate who is a hoe. no that's pretty bad.

The elevator dings and reveals a crying jimin holding two cups of my favorite ramen.

i look over to seolhee then back at jimin. jimin's face was full of shock and worry. He drops a cup of ramen from one hand on accident and uses this moment to wipe away his tears. "What are you guys doing here?"

i look away in a means to ignore him so seolhee responds for me "we're on our way to talk things out with lucas"

jimin sighs and his face gets red with anger.
"if you wanna talk to him so bad don't go to his room" i look back at him and i could see the disappointment and sadness in his eyes as he looked at me.

i could tell he was holding back tears "kayoung please i don't want you to get hu-" he says but i cut him off "where is he?" jimin softens at my words, but quickly gets mad at me and looks to seolhee then back at me.

he picks up the cup of ramen that was on the floor and shoved both cups into my arms and says "herin's room... i saw him walk in just a minute ago" and walks away in anger and seolhee drags my frozen self out of the elevator into the hallway. i was both shocked and upset.

i don't know if i was upset at jimin, lucas, or myself for being so stupid. i just made my best friend cry for being so stupid. he's probably so mad at me. and after all this i'm still thinking about lucas?

"we can go back up if you want?" i look over at seolhee and make a decision

i give seolhee the ramen and run to the door of the building.

i look around and i can't find him.

i run across the street into the parking lot and look around for his car. i finally see it along with him inside.

i go over and knock on the window. as he rolls down the window i start my apology speech

"jimin i know i've been awful to you lately but i've realized what i've been doing and i really am a clown for not believing you and everyone else in the group chat even when the evidence was right there. i seriously can't even begin to say how sorry i am, and how much i regret everything i've been doing and i know just saying sorry isn't gonna cut it but-" without warning jimin interrupts me

"I think we need a break from each other"