Shawn Mendes My Everything

Chapter 5

*Shawn POV*

"Mady I need to confess you and ask you something." I said

"What?!" She ask

"Ummm..." I said a little shy. I don't know if I should tell her how I feel. If she doesn't feel the same way?! Thoughts were running in my head 'Shawn stop it' I said to myself.

"Shawn?" She ask

"Oh yeah. Since the day we meet I started to be the happiest guy I the world you are so cool, cute, funny, etc. You are the best person I've know. This 7 years that we have been really close. I can't stop thinking about you. 'if you love someone for more than 4 months you're in love with them' " I said. I know it sounded cheesy but that's how I feel. I look up to see Mady crying. I know I already told her that but I wanted to remind her

"Omg Shawn you so cute, cool and funny too. I've been feeling the same way from the past 7 years and I think I like you too. But I don't deserve you." She said looking down.

I hugged her. "What do you mean?" I asked

"Your to amazing for me. I'm worthless, ugly,-" I cut her off

"Mady Listen to me. You are perfect, amazing, funny everything. You mean the world to me and don't say you are worthless because your not. You're the most wonderful girl in the whole world." I said almost yelling.

"Do you really think that?" She asked.

"Yes" I said

"What did you wanted to ask me?!" She asked.

"Do you want to be my girlfriend?!" I ask

*Mady's POV*

Shawn confess that he likes me. I Like hi too right now he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend. Of course I want to be but I can't hid this anymore. I have to confess him.

"Shawn before I say yes or no, i NEED to confess you something." I said looking at the floor

"Yes" he said a little confused

"I've been hiding something from you since last year. You remember that last year I was always crying, depress, feeling suidicial?" I ask

"Yes" he said

"Well I started to self-harm. I didn't want to live anymore, everyone in school bully or judge me for everything I do/did. I got to a point that I cry myself to sleep. I purge myself. I want to die. Right Now, I still self-harm, i vomit the food I eat. But I hid this from you because I didnt want to worry about me more than you are. I will understand IF you reject asking me to be Your girlfriend." I said crying

"Princess why did you hid this from me. You shouldn't do that I will always be here for you. You mean everything to me. This is all My fault I wasnt here When you needed me the most. I'm stupid. I'm the worst friend ever" He said hugging me and putting up the sleeves of my cot and kissing my scars.

"It's not your fault, dont worry."i said

"Mady is My fault I was suppost to be here for you and I wasnt here when you needed me the most." He said

"It's okay." I said

"Promise me you won't do that again!" He said seriously.

"I promise!" I said sobbing.

"You want to be my girlfriend?" He asked

"Yes." I said.

We hugged till we fell asleep. I really liked the position we were. Shawn is an amazing guy. He a wonderful guy.

~ Next Morning ~

*Shawn POV*

I woke up with Mady in my hands. I started to remember what happen yesterday. I feel bad for her but Now that we are a couple I want to make her the happpiest girl in the world

"GoodMorning Muffin." Mady said. I have to admit her morning voice is sexy.

"Goodmorning Princess." I said and kissed her forehead.

"Guys breakfast is ready," Mady's mom said opening the door without knocking. "Sorry!"

"It's okay mom. I fell asleep in Shawn's arms." Mady said

"Lets GO eat I'm starving." I said smiling. She giggled.

"Lets go" she said.

We walked downstairs I wanted to Hold her hand but I didnt want Her Mom to know that we were something like this, so I waited.