Sorry I haven't been updating soon. I been in the hospital I have been feeling a little sick. But I promise I'll try to update as soon as possible
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Maya pov.
He let go of me and looked into my eyes as I did the same " maya could you please tell me what's going on ? "
" it's nothing." I said while looking away trying not to give anything away about what has happened
He lift my chin up causing eye contact between us " who was that men you were talking too? "
" you saw that? "
" yes I saw. Maya I did promise that I'll stay by you no matter what but you have to trust me. "
I knew he was right but I couldn't tell him. Besides if I tell that horrible men would hurt him. maybe I should just stay quiet for now
" Maya...? " I noticed lucas hand waving on my face
" huh ? " I instantly snap out of my thoughts
" Maya you need to trust me" I saw him holding my hands softly" what's going on you'll never acted like this before. "
I couldn't help myself anymore just by seeing his eyes of how worry he is about me shows that he was really cares about me. And so do I that's why I have my discussion .
" Lucas I ... " I was starting to feel sorry for what I was about to say
" yeah... " he said getting all his attention to me
I couldn't say anything else so I just stood quite not wanted to say what I was about to say .
I put all my fear away and go ahead and said it " you have to understand the what I'm doing is for the best for us... all of us "
" I don't understand what do you mean ? ... are you breaking up with me ? " I saw his face getting this sad and worry expression.
" I didn't say that "
" that's what it sounds like "
" Well is not.. or is it ? "
" maya you're seriously confusing me "
" lucas... that men you saw me talking with is my dad "
" what ?! What did he wanted? ! " I saw right away lucas ferocious eyes it looked like he was about to kill someone right now .
" come down lucas he just wanted to talk " i try to come him down. But honestly I'm not even come myself.
" talk about what ? "
I couldn't holded anymore so I closed my eyes and just said it " Lucas I am move with him " I opened my eyes slowly and saw lucas reaction.
" what do you mean moving with him ! "
" well that ... I'm going to leave with him "
" and what about us huh ? Did this relationship even mean something to you ? Or I'm just a clown the you laugh at! "
I saw how upset Lucas was but maybe I should just tell him the truth. That I am doing this because I don't want anything bad happened to him.
I was starting to tear up what he said hurt me " don't you dare say that ! You're everything to me . Actually besides raily friendship you're the best thing ever happened to me "
He came closer and pulled me into another wormhug " Maya please don't go. As important I am to you your just as important to me. I don't know what I'll do without you "
I pulled away from the hug I had to do this is the best for all of them. I wouldn't lived with myself if someone got hurt cause of me.
" well then you have to learn how . I am not change my mind I am leaving and there's nothing else to talk about so... goodbye Lucas Friar
" maya.. don't do this to me " I couldn't believe it. there actual tears falling from lucas eyes as so we're mine .
" I'm sorry lucas is for the best and to show how much I love you is why I'm doing this "
" what ? Moving with a men you just met is the best for us ? Maya if a dad is what you're looking for then your looking in the wrong way because a dad is who stays by you no matter what and I think Mr Matthews has been the dad to you hasn't he ? "
" yeah... but I want a dad who's ... well my dad and I'm going bye lucas " I was walking away when I felt someone pulling me back
" then let's not let this goodbye feel like the last one " he put his hands on my west and started to lean. I felt his lips on mine it was like the first time he kissed me but much better. I put my hands around his neck and kissed him back.
We pulled away from the kiss and just sterd at each others eye's not say anything but just edmier each other presents
" I better go "
With the I left not saying anything or even looking back
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