Our messed up feelings

Chapter 1

*Jessica's POV*
   I walked into the party with Veronica. I was wearing a black crop top and a pair of skinny jeans whereas Veronica wore a sleeveless top and a mini skirt. I was greeted by Jason, my best friend, and a few other friends.

"So do you like the party?" Jason asked

"Yeah I guess but you know I'm not the party type"

"Such a shame, can't get you drunk, can't get you in bed. Tututut sad." Zack said.

"What did I say about hitting on Jessica?" Jason asked angrily

"You said we don't do that..." zack said quietly

"Remember that!" Jason said

I laughed. I love my best friend. He's so protective. And zack well he's a playboy but he wouldn't do that to me cuz he likes to joke around but he wouldn't do anything and if he ever did he would be murdered by the rest cuz well I have this image. Everyone thinks I'm this pure person who's never even thought of guys in a romantic way. Which isn't true. I am innocent I'll give you that, I've never done anything with anyone either and I don't plan on doing it either but I'm in a weird situation. Well let's just say I have a crush on one of Jason's friends. His name is Jared and let me tell you he is so hot like just wow. But that's not what makes the situation bad. It's that I have a feelings for his best friend, Tyler, too and not just any feelings... sexual feelings. Yes, me the innocent and pure angel, has feelings for one guy and SEXUAL feelings for his best friend. Yup that's messed up. I don't wanna act on my feelings but when he's around I want him. I need him so bad. I keep on talking to the guys and then me and Veronica go to get something to eat and all she can talk about is how cute Jimmy, her crush, is and how she wants him so bad.

"He's just so frikkin hot but when he smiles he turns into an adorable kitten. How can a person do that?!" She asked

"Umm... I hate to break it to you but I don't know how." 

"Oh shut up!" She said

I smirked and looked away and then I saw him. He was handsome, hot and sexy. I started thinking about things I shouldn't and thinking about him doing them to me made me weak in the knees. I forgot how to breathe. He walked towards us and looked us up and down.

"Wooo you girls look gooood" Tyler said

"Umm thanks, you don't look bad yourself" I replied trying to act normal 

"Um thanks" he said awkwardly

I was admiring his jawline when Jared came and swung his arm around Tyler's shoulder

"Hey guys, what's up?"

"Nothing much, what about you?" Veronica replied

At that moment I forgot about Tyler. I forgot his Jawline and the stuff I wanted him to do to me. I only focused on Jared. Jared. Only Jared. Damn he was- he was perfect. Hot, cute, charming, handsome, sexy you name it. My heart started beating like crazy. I didn't know what to do...

"So you guys enjoying the party?" Jared asked

"Well our Jessica here isn't the party type but otherwise it's great!!" Veronica replied. "Btw have you seen Jimmy?"

"Yup I saw him talking to some chick on the way here. I think they're gonna do it." Tyler replied

"What?!" Veronica asked in disbelief

"I think they're gonna do the science project together" he said smirking

"Do you have a death wish?" I asked

"Maybe" he replied

"Well then I'll count till three and you can decided if you had one or not while we bury you. 1... 2.."
Veronica said

"Shit, looks like my queue to leave. See ya guys around!!" He said while running away.

"Get back here, you piece of shit!!" Veronica screamed, running after him.

I smiled while taking a sip of the punch. Yes I'm still not 21 yet so no alchohol for me sadly.

"Excited this year?"

I turned around and saw Jared smiling at me. Omg I forgot. With those two gone, I was alone... with him.