Two Colliding Planets

V.

I thought destiny would be against me and me only. I never knew that the people I care for deeply would be effected but this cruel destiny I encountered. It's been years since I last saw Shore. I still trust her. I know she will come back. No matter what happens. She will come back. But somewhere, in this wrecked heart of mine...

I am slowly losing hope in everything around me. 

But something keeps me calm and collected.

Something tells me that everything was going to be okay.

I knew destiny was a game and I was supposed to play. 

But...I don't know the instructions or the do's and don't's .

I feel so enclosed I could crumble myself in a rock and I would be happy.

Because...

It hurts 

falling for someone

who doesn't love you. 

Who doesn't think about you just the way you do.

It hurts...

In every way possible.