I'm so sorry I was such a burden to you.
That you have to yell and me basically everyday that you wish I was not born or I'm a little monster who needs to die already.
For years you have told me to
kill myself well guess what ?
You'r wish has come true.
Mum, I know I wasn't what you wanted but I tried
I tried so hard to be better. Maybe the only reason you decided to hurt me was because your hurting yourself
If that's the case then I'm so sorry your in pain.
I'm sorry I made it worse by being your daughter, for messing up your life.
I'm sorry for everything i put you through.
I'm sorry if doing this hurts you but apart from the mental and physical pain you caused me
You were a good mum, we had some good times together.
Thank you for them .
