Laito X Reader

Chapter 11 - New beginnings

~ { y/n 's POV}~

After I was done crying I walked to the living room and sat on the huge couch.

I felt someone sit next to me and it was Kou. I looked at him with my red puffy eyes, as Mt vision became blurry from tears.

" H - hey Kou. " I said trading to hold back my tears.

" What happened?" Koi said.

" I just want to be alone. " I said as I stood up from the couch. But I felt Koi grab my arm.

" Maybe we can make you feel better. " Kou said in a caring way.

" I DON'T WANT ANY MORE HELP FROM VAMPIRES! THE FIRST TIME THAT HAPPENED, I WAS TURNED TO A VAMPIRE AND MY MOTHER THINKS IK DEAD! THEN I WAS TAKEN HERE AND I'M BEING HELD HOSTAGE! " I yelled at Kou.

" You said you would stay. " Kou said.

" How are you crying? " Kho asked.

" I don't know. " I replied.

" Maybe Ruki can help. " Kou said standing up.

" No. I don't want help. " I said also standing up.

" Why? " Kou asked standing up.

" EVERY SINGLE TIME I GET HELP FROM VAMPIRES IT MAKES ME FEEL WORSE! MY MOM THINKS I'M DEAD AND IT'S HURTING HER BADLY! THE FIRST TIME I GOT HELP I WAS KIDNAPPED AND TURNED INTO A VAMPIRE! THE LAST TIME I GOT HELP I WAS KIDNAPPED AND BROUGHT HERE! SO I'M SORRY IF O DON'T WANT TO LIVE THIS WAY ANYMORE! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! I LEFT EVERYONE I EVER LOVED BEHIND!! I HAVE NO ONE! " I yelled at Kou before teleporting into the woods and leaning agianst a tree and sliding down until I felt the dirt underneath me. I brush out on tears.

I started angrily scratching my arms drawing blood.

I kept doing that until I felt someone in front of me. I looked up and saw Shu.

" What are doing!? " Shu asked angrily.

" Nothing. " I said wiping my eyes and covering my arms.

" Your coming with me. " Shu said picking me up.

" No! " I protested.

Shu ignored me and we teleported back to the Sakamaki mansion.

" SHU! " I yelled.

" Shut up. " Shu said.

Shu never was angry at me. I look at Subaru and Shu as if they were my older brothers and I didn't like when they were mad at me.

Shu took me to my old room where all the brother were.

Subaru punched a wall when he saw me.

It used to make me nervous, but now it makes me mad. Why would you punch holes in perfectly good wall.

" Why am I here? " I asked.

" Why did you leave? " Kanato asked.

" DON'T ANSWER MY QUESTION WITH A QUESTION! I TRIED OF THIS LIFE! YOU WERE BORN IN THIS LIFE! LAITO SHOULD HAVE REALLY LET THAT VAMPIRE KILL ME! INSTEAD HE BROUGHT ME HERE WERE MY MOTHER IS SUFFERING BECAUSE SHE THINKS I'M DEAD! IT WOULD BE BETTER IF I WAS!! I WOULD BE WITH MY DAD!! THAT'S WHERE I SHOULD BE! " I yelled.

" Shut up. " Yui said.

Without thinking I lounged at her and grabbed a handful of her hair and punched the shit out of her.

I felt arms grab me but I got free and I got ahold of Yui and kept punching her. I was forcefully pulled off her and I just kept cursing her out.

" BITCH! EVERYTIME YOU SAY SOMETHING TO ME IMA FUCK YOU UP! AND THAT'S ON MY DEAD DAD'S GRAVE! " I yelled.