Shadows [prinxiety angst fanfic]

Pancakes

TW:Anorexia,Self harm

Virgil pov:

I woke up in a cold sweat, another nightmare I thought to myself. I check the time it was 4 am,all the other sides should be asleep, I sigh to myself and mumble "No point in trying to go back to sleep now".

I get out of bed groggily and throw on my hoodie, I grab my phone and get back into bed not quite ready  to start the day. After a few hours of scrolling through tumblr I hear happy humming and a delightful smell waft through the air Patton's Pancakes. They're great but I never have them or the little voice inside my head doesn't want me to... Awhile later Roman opens my door.. or slams open my door.

I flinch startled "Haven't you heard of knocking!", I yell at the prince. "Virgilll!" He says in a sing songy voice  (Like deciet in the bloopers video) "Patton wanted me to come check and see if you wanted to join us for breakfast".

No.

No.

No.

"Sure I guess" I said trying to ignore the voice in my head, patton sent up princey to ask me so I don't want to hurt his feelings Patton's fragile. I follow Roman downstairs to the dining room and sit in my chair as Patton serves everyone pancakes, I see why he wanted me down here because all the pancakes are special shapes, a crown for Roman,a robot for Logan,a heart for patton, and a stormcloud for me. "These look absolutely marvelous patton!" Roman said, "Aww thanks kiddo!" Patton replied happily.

We all started eating, I looked down at my plate feeling sick I don't want to leave this unfinished patton will be sad, I reluctantly with shakey hands pick up my knife and fork and cut a piece of the pancake, they were blueberry pancakes I take a bite of the pancake it tasted amazing but it felt so wrong.

"Disgusting" the voice said, just a few more bites I thought than I can throw this all up. After a few more bites finishing about half the pancake I scrape the pancake into the garbage and put the plate in the sink."That was great patton" I said, Patton smiled "Thanks kiddo in happy you came down here to eat with us!".

I walked to my room and went into the bathroom there, I leaned over the toilet and threw up. After that I opened a cabinet and grabbed a small box of razors and cut my sides with one I cringed at the pain but started getting numb to it, I put away the razors and bandaged up my sides. I put my hoodie on and went back into my room.

AN:Hi! This is my first story so I hoped you liked it! I know it was a little short but I'll work on longer chapters I promise!