Why me

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"Becky get you lazy ass up you have to get ready for school" cam yells from downstairs.
As I get up I check my iPhone 5s to see if anyone has contacted me but the only notifications I had were people commenting hate on my Instagram photos
@dallasrule you should go kill your ugly self
@ihatebeckydallas I don't get why you are still here no one wants you not even cam I thought he would have left you by now like your parents because nobody wants you here
That really hurt and I could just feel the tears pricking my eyes but once again I just had to ignore it and try not to let them fall.
Once I got up to get ready for school just putting on my faded high wasted shorts and my pink muscle tee with my white converse and just putting on a little eye liner and mascara before straightening my hair and going down stairs to see cam waiting for me in the car. I grab and apple and get into cams car.
As we are driving to school cam says to me " you know that I love you and you can always talk to me no matter what" and that really annoyed me because he never talks to me , without thinking I said "don't fucking lie to me you are never here for me you are always too busy and when I try you just flick me off" "it's not fair cam" I say now crying.
But the. He says something I never thought that he would say EVER "get out I don't want you to ever talk to me again no wonder mom and dad left us I would if I had a daughter like you" he said it with such aggression.
I got out the car and ran home because I knew he would be home for a few hours. Once I got home I ran to the bathroom looking for my razor once I found it I locked the door and cut deep
One for my parents
One for cam
One for me being such a fuck up
One for the kids at school
And one for luck
By now my vision began to blur as I heard cam running up the stairs calling my name but it was too late my body was numb and all the pain was going away.
The last thing I saw was cam and Nash crying shouting at me not to give up before I was put in the ambulance and everything went black.

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