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The picture up there ^^^^^ of the girl is what BECKY looks like and also in this chapter there will lots of swearing.

Becky's P.O.V**

Once the doctor's managed to get the pain to go away they said that they needed to do some more tests to see if there was anything wrong with me of if I was just having a bad reaction to all the medicine.
I had the worst headache and I just wanted to see everyone and tell them that I am sorry this is all my fault if I hadn't been so selfish then all of their wouldn't off happend and I would be fine and everyone else would be fine and not having to worry about a worthless piece of shit like me.
The doctor Mr Sinclair came in and he looked very worried but what he said next I didn't expect for him to say

"Becky I am very sorry to have to say this but you have cancer"

"What how? Why me?"

"We don't know but would you like us to tell everyone and get them to come in here so you can all catch up and have a chat"

"That would be great thanks"

And with the the doctor Wales out of my hospital room. what are they all going to say they must hate me.i don't know why but I started to feel my eyes go a little heavy and not long after sleep too over my body.

Hayes P.O.V**

"I am afraid becky has cancer"
What the fuck no.
"Well for fuck sake to ell us the fucking good news God dammit" I shouted but I didn't mean to it just kind of slipped out.
"Hayes calm down" matt whispered into my ear. By now I had tears running down my face and just gave cam a hug.
"The good news is it's not terminal so we should be able to get rid of it but it's just going to be a bit of a tricky surgery."
With that he said that we could go and see becky. cam said that he was going to go and get becky some Starbucks because he needs some time to think things through and think about becky's situation and if he should try to tell their mom and dad.
When we got in the room becky was fast asleep on her bed hooked up to all these wires and tubes but she still looked cute.

Jack j's P.O.V**

When we went into becky's room she was lying on her bed and she looked so lifeless and all I wanted to do was hug the shit out of her but right now I just needed a joint so I gave jack g a little nod and we went to have a joint round the corner to calm down.

Cam's P.O.V**

I said that I was going to get Starbucks for BECKY but to be honest I wasn't I just don't want to be around her at the moment because seeing her like this is killing me and I know I may sound a little selfish but in the long term I am thinking of her. But I need to go back.

Matt's P.O.V**

When cam got back We were just sitting in becky's hotel room waiting for her to wake up from her sleep so we can all give her a hug and give her our wishes. It's horrible seeing her like this just laying I her bed so lifeless I really just want to go up to her and magic her better. Hayes and Nash have been really funny about making sure that becky's leg's arm's and stomach are not showing and that started to make me a little suspicious but I thought that I would leave it for now because they don't need any more stress.

Hayes's P.O.V**

I was becky's hospital room when the blanket had fallen of her body and you could see her arms legs and tummy because she was only wearing a crop top and fabric booty shorts which let me say she did look good. So I looked at Nash and he straight away knew what I meant and quickly got up and put the blanket over her. And she started to move around and was shaking in her sleep. she must have been having a night mare.

Becky's P.O.V**

I was having the worst dream ever , actually you couldn't even call it a dream it was a fucking nightmare

Flashback
"Hey becky maybe you should just fuck off huh it's not like you are wanted her because let's face it not even your parent's want you I mean let's face it they only left because of you." My biggest bully Brandon said as him and his gang surrounded me by the lockers. the next thing I know I am being pushed to the floor by joe Brandon's best friend. "look becky your nothing to anyone.....know one. everybody hates you here at your school and I bet the only reason your not dead yet is because cam needs you to blame everything on. "why cant you just leave me alone what have I don't to deserve this" I shouted at them with tears running down my face "what the fuck did you say bitch" and with that I got a slap across my face.
That was this first time I ever properly self harmed.
Flashback over

I woke up with a load of the magcon boys surrounding me with worried looks on their faces. well I must look attractive right now.
"What have I got a bad pimple or something for fuck sake" I said angrily

"Becky mind your language" Cam said sternly

"What are you going to tell my mommy or daddy? Oh no wait I don't have parents that actually give a shit about me so good luck with that" I shouted at Cam. Then I felt a stinging sensation on my cheek..........he hit me cam hit me.

"You just like dad you are cam. do you get joy out of hitting me or maybe even beating me like he did every night" I shouted at cameron with tears streaming down my face.

"Becky I-" but I cut him off

"Save it cam"
I don't want to be here at the moment so I just ran to the hotel and I knew what I was going to do when I got back.

Jack Johnson's P.O.V**

Oh my god becky used to get beat by her parents. I feel so bad for her and especially since cameron hit her. So that's why she is so shy around all of us.

Matt's P.O.V**

I can't believe that cameron would do that too her. Now I know why whenever I used to go around there house when there parents were living with then becky would cry and sometimes you could hear her scream in pain.

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