Hello Sister - James Charles x reader

chapter eight - somber

We got in, (Y/B/F/N) was having fun, I was standing in the corner with a water bottle. My eyes were just prancing around the room until I see a familiar figure. Black hair, slim shape, and slicked hair. Oh shit, it's James. I tried and smuggle myself away from the scene, but I had nowhere to go. I then run into the crowd, trying to camouflage myself, but i bump into a familiar someone. James. 

"Hi (Y/N)... "
"Hi James."

His tone sounded so defeated. I promised I would keep up and text him, but i couldn't. I lied to him... We stared at each other's eyes for a good while, until he just turned around and walked away. I grabbed his shoulder.

"James... "
"What do you want, you liar? I was soo looking forward to talking with you today that i cancelled all my important plans with friends, but no, you lied to me."

I stood there in shock. James just turned again and walked away. I just stood there, in the crowd, staring at him walk away, like an idiot.  My heart just shattered into a million pieces. I saw him walking to a table, as if it was in slow-motion. Suddenly, (Y/B/F/N) grabbed my hands and i was pulled out of my trance.

"(Y/N), are you okay? "
"yeah, I'm fine."
"Do you wanna go home? I don't think you're okay.."
"(Y/B/F/N), I'm fine, let's dance!" 

Her mood immediately brightened, but I mine was still dejected. I tried putting on a fake smile, just for her. After a while of dancing, I completely forgot about what happened with James.  I was having the time of my life, dancing horribly, with my best friend. I didn't want the night to end. Until my eyes wander around the room, and I see James just staring at me. I stop dancing. Our eyes meet, and I'm caught in a trance again, but i instantly snap out of it. I'm not going to let the presence of James ruin my night.                                                                                                                          JAMES POV                                                                                                                                                                            I'm bummed. I came to the club to try and get my mind off of (Y/N), and I see him there, with another girl. I keep looking at him, and his... "friend", and they were having so much fun together. He's probably just pretending to be gay so he can hook up with me and he can get lots and lots of clout. Absolutely not. But I couldn't keep my eyes off of him. He was just so whimsical to look at, but I know he's with some other girl.  All this shit was piling in my head and I couldn't take it anymore. I got up and left. I got in an uber and got to my house. I cried. I cried all night. I tried to take my mind off of him but i couldn't. sigh. i couldn't take it anymore. 

(Y/N) ❤ blocked.