part 20

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Spencers POV

After the girls left I dialed Toby's number " hey can we meet out the front of my house we need to talk?". I asked.

"Yeah sure".

*5 mins later*

Toby was walking towards me with a smile on his face. I couldn't look at him since what I was going to do was going to break his heart.

"Hey Spence is everything?". Asked toby.

"You..you need to stay away from me I'm just making your life worse and I have stuff that I can never tell you, you need to be with someone that can be completely onest". I said.

The words were played through my head over and over, I just lost the person who cares for me and would do anything for me, but he needs to know the whole truth.

Toby stood there staring at me with those eye's. I couldn't bare to look at him like that.

"But spencer I can handle that, you never have to tell me anything you don't want to, I love you". toby replied

"The other night me and wren hooked up". I said.

Toby stood there and his eyes started to water. He turned around and walked away.

To see him walk away was horrible, I started crying my eyes out until I manged to pick myself up and go inside.  It was official he would never forgive me and I could never forgive myself.

I had never found an amazing guy until I met Toby, he was the only person that I felt like I could be myself, he would always know the right thing to say and he could just tell the moment I walked in the door if I was upset. But I did this to protect him and I would do anything to protect him

My pillow was now soaked in tears.  All I could think about was toby, I wanted to be wrapped in Toby's arm's knowing that I was always safe with him.

So this chapter is sad and short  but the next chapter will be longer because more things will be going on.

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