Unintentional

Untitled Part 6

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I swear he was looking at me. Did he realize I was in the tree. He started to shake his head violently and looked back up at me, but this time I looked away, afraid that he would kill me if he knew I was watching him. He went back inside and sat down. I guess he was waiting for that Erwin guy to come.

I was to heartbroken to go down in search of food. I'll go tomorrow. My stomach was rumbling. Sigh. I guess it really can't wait. I need to go down now.

As I went down, I had to walk across the front of Levi's house to go to the back. I heard a car drive us the driveway. I was scared and I ran towards the back. I'm guessing he saw me because he started to yell at me out the window.

"Hey, wait. Are you Eren. Come back!" The man yelled

How did he know who I was?

"Yes, I am. What do you want with me?" I said

He got out of the car and walked towards me.

"Eren, it's really important."

"Ok, I'll listen, but first, what's your name?"

"Oh. I completely forgot about introducing myself! My name is Erwin. Nice to meet you."

So this is Erwin. Levi was looking for him. My heart was aching. I didn't know what to do so I stood there. That was really dumb becuase Levi came walking out of his house yelling.

"Oi, what's all the commotion about? If you damn brats don't shut, I'll shut you up myself and I promise you won't like it."

He stopped walking when He saw me. I froze. I was feeling happy seeing him, but I ran. I knew he didn't want to see me. He wanted Erwin. To my surprise, Levi was calling out for me.

"Eren, wait please. I love you. Please don't leave me. Please"

"Eren, come back. Levi really does love you. He hasn't slept for the past days when you left" Erwin said

I stopped to look back. I didn't realize that Levi had been chasing after me. He ran into me hard and I fell along with him. I felt something move against my crotch. I looked up to see Levi with both hands on either side of my head. One legs was in between my legs and the other, outside. It was a strange position. I turned red with embarrassment. I tried to move away, but as I did, my crotch rubbed against his leg. I turned even more red because my crotch had become hard. As it lifted higher, it touched Levi's crotch. I could tell he felt it because he turned red to and looked away. I'm soo dead.

"C-can you get off me." I said looking away.

"Umm, yeah, yeah. Sorry." He said quietly.

Levi got up and so did I. He stared at me and I starred back. Then I looked away. He grabbed my arm tightly and we headed back towards his house.

"Let go off me, Levi!" I tried to shake him off but his grip only got tighter.

"No. I won't let you go again." He said harshly.

I started to cry. I didn't want to go back to a place where I would get abused and think I was loved. No, there was no room for love in his heart. Why would I even think about that? He was looking for Erwin. I would only just be the third wheel. I would be Erwin's replacement if Erwin wasn't there. I would fulfill Levi's sexual urges when Erwin was gone. I was nothing. 

I cried even harder. Levi had noticed the sounds I was making and the from the slight shaking. He turned towards me and looked hurt. 

"Eren, I'm sorry. Please don't cry. I love you. It hurts me to see you hurt." He touched my cheek with his free hand, still holding onto me. 

I shook his hand off.

"Stop saying you love me, Levi! I hate it! Besides, if you really love me and don't want to see me hurt, then let go of me. You're the one who hurts me."

Levi froze. He looked even more hurt.

"Eren, I can't let you go. I'll do anything you want so you won't be hurt anymore. Just name it. I just can't let you go though."

"Then die." I said harshly. I glared at him with a deadly look on my face.

I could tell Levi was about to start crying too. But why was he crying? Was it because I wanted him to die. I mean it would hurt his pride, but he shouldn't cry for that right? But maybe he thinks of himself too highly.

"Eren." He choked out. "Why do you hate me so much? I could change for you. Just tell me why you hate me."

The look on his face made me cry even more. Even if he thought of me as some useless thing, I don't think someone would have the same look Levi had right now. Maybe he really does love me. Maybe I just interpreted wrong. I decided to give him another chance because there might have been a misunderstanding between us. I was going to tell him the truth.

"Levi, I missed you too. But if you love me, then why didn't you look for me. Why did you yell at me for kissing you. Why were you waiting for Erwin to come? Tell me why if you love me so much."

Levi was shock, but he answered me anyways.

"I was looking for you. I just thought that you would come back here so I waited for three days while I asked Erwin to look for you. He said that he would inform me about your whereabouts tonight or tomorrow. That's why I was so eager for him to come. And when I yelled at you for kissing me, I was just shocked that you did. I may have spoke it out wrong, but what I meant was that I there was no way you wouldn't kissed me. I thought you hated me."

"Levi, where did you get the idea that you hated me?"

"Well, whenever we were at school, you always pushed me away. I knew that you were getting bullied at home too. I tried to help you so many times, but you always glared at me and pushed me away. You yelled at me several times too, saying you hated me."

So that's where I thought his name was familiar. I thought that he was one of the bullies too, trying to get me to trust him and then do things to me, stab me from behind. I never knew he wanted to help me.

"I just thought that you were like the other bullies to. I thought you were trying to gain my trust only to trample me over after. I didn't know you wanted to help me."

"Eren, it's okay. All the misunderstandings are now left behind. Let's start a new beginning, okay?"

"Yeah. I want that."

He hugged me. I guess he was trying to comfort me, but because of his height, it felt like I was the one trying to comfort him. He moved his head, looking up at me. Suddenly, he kissed me. I gasped and just stood there, but I quickly recovered and kissed him back, hard. This time he didn't push away and yell at me.

"Ahem." someone said

We broke apart and looked at the direction the voice had come from. It was Erwin. He was still there and watched us the whole time. I turned red.

"Heh, you're getting embarrassed, aren't you, love? Well, don't worry, you'll get used to it eventually because I'm going to show the world that you are mine and mine only." said Levi.

He took my hand and we both walked into his house with Erwin slowly trailing after us.