T.T.T.S.A.T

Part 1 The Break Up

Guys it feels like ages since I've had this, I've been working on this for about a month and finally finished! I'm trying to get batter with this but it's a struggle managing everything. Also thanks again to all you wonderful people reading my book I truly do appreciate it! Enjoy 😊 Also I feel like the video was fairly appropriate!!!
Tessa
So today.... is the day.... I break up with him. Do I want to, yeas but no. I honestly don't know I keep doubting it.

So I was basically just planning to go to his house and I called Sabrina over so she should be here in an hour when I'll need her.

I walk to Tucker's house with a water bottle cause I know I'll need it. This walk feels like the longest walk to his house ever, I was wearing dark green almost olive colored sports legging from lululemon and one of troys sweatshirts, ( ok I know what your thinking, yes I know me and Troy aren't on good teens but we are siblings and we had a small conversation)

The convo earlier that day
I was about to leave to go beak up with tucker and I think Troy knew where I was going and he say
"Tess wait"
"What" I say kind of upset
"Listen just sit down for a minute please"
" ok"
And he says something I honestly didn't think I would ever here
" I'm sorry" he says
" for what"
"Everything, tess, I'm sorry, I can't believe how we've been the past few years, I just want to tell you something" I'm basically speechless, " listen please, so last night I had a conversation with Gabriella and she was telling me that all year Jayden was asking her for advice and what to do, when he needed it and I asked her about you and you know what she said."
"What"
"She said that I have to get something straight and you know what that was" "it's that I'm your older brother and that I should look out for you" " Tess you need to know I love you and I always have"
At this point I was literally tearing up
" I love you too" I say while my eyes were filled with tears
"Tess it's not your job to worry about me, it's your job to worry and look out for Aviva, Maya, and Cameron, it's my job to look out for you and all of them too, tess none of this was your fault"
" Troy don't say that I'm as equally to blame, this whole thing was because I became jealous of Gabriella"
" Tess it's me too after I was thinking more on how I'm technically your stepbrother I began to think that we weren't as close as I thought and I started drifting away too"
After that we stood up and her gave me a hug and for the first time in almost three years he kissed me on the forehead.
"I heard you were gonna break up with tucker today"
"Ya um.."
"Listen Tessa I'm here for you always ok"
" ya"
" if you want I'll go buy you a tub of strawberry ice cream"
I just smiled

Later that day......
So I have no idea what to say, I'm basically just walking to his house, I still don't know what I'm gonna say but here goes nothing.
As I arrive to Tucker's house, I begin walking up the stairs, to his front door. I go ahead and knock. His mom answer " Hey Tessa, Tucker's upstairs in his room" she says. When I open the door to his room I walk in and I see him kissing Sasha, she's right there. " Am I interrupting something" I say sarcastically. " no, no,...." Sasha cuts tucker off " Actually ya". " Tucker if you don't mind can u talk to you outside" I say. " He does mind, Tessa". " no I don't " he says.
He steps out of the room and says "Tessa it's not what you think it is"
"Oh trust me I'm not hurt"
"Wait your not"
" No, I came here to —"
" I wanna break up" he says
" oh no no no, I came here to do that, Sasha just gives me another reason too!"
" Tessa I'm really not cheating on you"
" Oh don't pretend to act all perfect"
" I'm not"
" Do you know how messed up it is to be 15 and cheating on someone, that's just gross"
" Says you, the whole time I've known you you've been flirting with tons of guys"
" oh ya name one"
" Jayden!"
" WHAT Jayden, dude he's one of my best friends"
" See see I'm supposed to be your best guy friend"
" Tucker Jayden has a girlfriend"
" so"
" ok I can't deal with you, wow, seriously, rude!" As I walk out I open my backpack, filled with all of his stuff he gave me/ and his sweatshirts, and dump it all out in his floor, " btw I'm breaking up with you" I say as I leave.