Save Myself

Life Can Get You Down

Remember...

Remember it...

Dont forget that pain Stiles. It is what made you, its what made us.

"Can you shut the hell up?" Stile groaned into the darkness. He felt a sense of dejavu.

The moon was out, bright and full, giving a glow to his room that was errie but comfoting. A howl was heard in the distance, The wolves spending the full moon together. He decided to stay inside that night, even after Peter invited him. He felt awkward. He may not be completely human anymore but he wasn't a wolf. Kira didn't spend the full moon with them. Neither did Lydia. So he shouldn't either.

He knew that he only asked out of courtesy anyway.

The pack had become very... concerned, ever since the fight with the Supreme Pack. Ever since Stiles went... Void.

They were afraid. But it is a normal reaction to something they don't understand.

"No, they were worried for me," Stiles argue to his room.

You tell yourself that.

"Just let me sleep!" Stiles growled as he turned on his side, putting his pillow over his head. As if that could help.

While Void wasn't tormenting him anymore, it wasn't gone. It mostly just spoke to Stiles, helped him control his new abilities. Learn about himself. Because he wasn't as he use to be. He was something else.

Shadow Kitsune. That's what Void called it; what he was.

In all honesty he was kind of annoyed that Void was still there. At leasy It wasnt tormenting him anymore. At least, not the way It was before. It was still a pain in the ass. He hadn't told any of the pack, though he thinks Ms. Morrell may know. She had been giving him the side eye before she left Beacon Hills to go join trying to find the Gardener Pack.

They probably ran away in fear.

"Why would they do that?" Stiles questioned, voice muffled by the pillow.

I don't know. I am not a wolf. I really couldn't care less, but I know you care about that 'West', so I was trying to ease your mind.

"Telling me that they are pussies doesn't ease my mind."

At least I tried.

Stiles groaned and counted to a hundred to keep his mind busy so he could make himself fall asleep. Hopefully Void would get the memo and let him sleep. Doesn't It need sleep too?

No, I am in your brain. I dont need to sleep. I go into a type of hibernation when you are asleep since I know you wouldn't want me to take control while you are asleep. Which I could do.

"Great, reading my thoughts again," Stiles sighed half asleep.

I am inside your head.

"Glad to know you care 'bout my feelin'."

Of course.

Stiles fell asleep soon after that. Void kept its thoughts to itself in the dark corner of Stiles conciousness. It had a host now, It wasn't going to mess that up just because It wanted to be a coniving brat. It had plans, and It was not going to risk getting torn away from It's new host. It just had to bide its time. Get It's new host- Stiles, to get comfortable, but not forget how they came to be together. He was going to have a large role in Its plans and if all goes as it should, nothing will be able to stop them.