Manan FF My Wolf Queen

9. Crazy Stubborn Emotions...

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Nandu reached her hotel room clutching the coat tightly... she was dripping from head to toe... but did she care... nah...

She opened the door and closed it... she didnt even have strenght to remove her shoes... she slumped down leaning against the door...

Tears rolled down her cheeks but she couldnt even utter a cry... it was as if she was tired... tired of crying over those bastards...

Why was she crying... why cant she move on in her life... she had spent her whole life loving him, how can she forget it and move on... her mind was aching as well as her heart...

She only wanted to let her self free by dancing... it did let her free but only to cage her in pain once again... its like a drug to her... once she took it, she felt absolutely fantastic... but when its effect was gone, she would suffer a backlash...

Nandu: Rae... why do i feel numb... she asked after some time...

Rae: nandu, please stop this... you are going to hurt yourself... she said softly...

Nandu: what can i do Rae... how can i still hurt myself when those people destroyed me... she said scoffing...

Rae: its not their fault... it was YOU... you let them break you... and you are still doing the same... she shouted at her...

Hearing the usual soft Rae shout, nandu all of a sudden felt funny...

It was really true... every word was true... no matter what, she was the one who gave her heart to him and let him break it... she was the one who didnt leave him alone when she could clearly see him avoid her...

She was the one who followed him everywhere... always yielding to him no matter how unreasonable his request was... she gave him support... she completed all his works thinking it was her right to know what her fiance was doing... she even thought he accepted her when in reality he was just using her to do his Labour...

All of a sudden, nothing was black... nothing was white... she could clearly see it... she felt like a fool...

Rae: nandu, just stop this here... and now... i want you to listen very carefully... bury all your feelings of him, he is not worth it... when you remember your past, you should not feel pain... only indifference... she said emphasising each word...

Nandu was just engraving her words deep inside her memory...

Nandu: thank you Rae......... for being with me... she said as her eyes drooped due to tiredness...