The time at Disneyland

Out of Diary

A. N.  soooooooo *rocking  back and forward like a rocking chair on my feet* basically what title says this is gonna be out of the diary so in real life I know I should not do this because it really out of it but I figured you guys are tired the diary mode so it gonna be in out of diary mode! also! Brandon right up there! again these pictures do not belong to me so please enjoy the chapter! 

                       Brandon POV

Axel turn around in his chair after he finished the Diary "what do you want to eat today? " he stared at my face "hmmm how about chicken Alfredo? "  my rough, deep  dark voice replayed with my voice.... it was different since I was not in my human form.... I hated being this way I hate that day I hate how it all turn out... but I glad for one thing it wasn't my little angel who going threw this... this.. this curse... "okay,  chicken Alfredo it is! " he soft and chirpy voice replied he reaches over and pets my head while smiling and bends down to kiss my forehead I was supposed to being doing the bending down to kiss his forehead,  I was supposed lift his head while bending down to kiss,  I was supposed to get down on my knees to hug him,  I was supposed to do the cooking,  I was supposed to help him clean the house and the laundry!!!!!!!  not just him doing everything!!!!!  I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HUMAN AND HELPING MY SOUL MATE WITH EVERYTHING BUT HERE I AM STUCK IN THIS STUPID  FUCKING FORM   ONLY TO HAVE  15 MINUTES WITH MY SOUL MATE!!!  I was growling and snapping my jaws in anger so my little angel removed his hand before getting bit, I stalked off snarling.  I went up stairs to cool of I went to my area that helps me cool off. I curl into a ball while sniffing Axel sent while listening to my little angel work down stairs.  He knows not come upstairs to try calm me down. What I did not know was that while my angel was cooking he was crying.

                           Axel POV

Brandon had another episode again,  this was third time today.  He thinks I don't know what he thinking about but I do,  he thinking about how he was supposed do things but can't not in that form and he only has 15 minutes to be human that the only time he let's  me cuddle him longer then 5 seconds or even touch him then 5seconds.   I was so deep in thought I forgot I was cooking I smelt something burning, in a panic I also forgot to grab mittens, I flung open the stove door reached in grab the trey and drop it on the floor due to the hot sensation on my hand.  The loud clatter  brought Brandon running down the stairs in a panic " WHAT HAPPENED,  ARE YOU OKAY?! " I know he still in a angry mood so I did a white lie to him "yeah , yeah I dropped the pan by accident " even when I told the white lie not to make him more angry, I forget that if there was loud noise and he in a angry state he just gets more angry "YOU FUCKING CLUMSY IDIOT CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING FUCKING RIGHT!!!  JUST FUCKING SHOWS THAT YOUR BRAIN DOESN'T WORK,  YOU DESERVE ALL THAT FUCKING BULLYING IN SCHOOL!!! " I flinch at his words I know he does not mean it he was just very angry.  He walked up the stairs with a huff I clean up the mess that I made and fix one more garlic bread,  five minutes later his garlic bread was done I fixed his plate and out it in the microwave, shut the door and fix it so he can just push start and wait for it to be warm up.  Reason why I did not made plate was because I was no longer hungry.  So I cleaned up the area.

                   15 minutes later

I was in the laundry room doing laundry when I heard Brandon walk down the steps, then clicking of claws and bone hitting the floor in the kitchen tiles. Then I heard him coming this way then his deep melody of a voice spoke up "I am so sor.. " I held up my hand to tell him stop " you are forgiven, your food is the microwave the time is set all you half to do is push start " sometimes I wonder why I let him speak it just gonna be the same thing, him saying he sorry and me forgiving him and telling him the food is.  I thought I was gonna hear his claws and bone clicking against the floor telling me he retreat to were the food is but instead I felt arms wrap around me pulling me into a hard chest that I miss so dearly I miss him holding me, cuddling me.... I miss everything about him … he changed since that day all I get now is depression and anger thrown at me.  His lips decided and kissed my cheek "I love you so much my little angel and I am so sorry for all the things I  been tossing at you" I may miss the old days and wish they were back but I still love him even tho he changed a lot my love for him has not it still there "I love you too my dark prince " he turn me around and kissed me on the lips it been awhile and I misses those lips of so much his tongue licked my lips begging for entrance he wanted claim what is his.  I happily open my mouth for him and his tongue slide right on in and explore  my mouth and played with my tongue.  both of our lunges start to burn for air so he pulled back and when he did a line of saliva was the only thing that kept us bound at the moment he lean his forehead against mine while we panted our breaths mingles together just like that saliva did "it been to long since we did that " he said between pants " to long " I agreed.  We were both smiling it been to long since I saw his beautiful smile,  I hate to ruined this moment but he needs to go eat before his time is up " my love you should go eat before your time is up" he grunted in agreement " did you eat yet? " I shake my head no " okay let eat together,  yes? " I nodded my head in agreement with that he grabbed my hand and lead me to the kitchen he pushed the start button, while he was getting my plate down I got out the food I need for tonight dinner. I heard of a click of a plate getting set down then warm arms were wrapped around me he lay his chin against head which is fine since his hight and my hight is different damn giant of a boyfriend with that thought I pouted, he chuckled "what are you pouting about hmmm" his lullaby of a voice spoke to me I hummed happily " I am pouting about our heights and also how much this be uncomfortable bending down like this " he hummed softly and happily " I don't care as long I am holding you I don't care if my back is screaming at me to stop bending for so long " what!  "what!  sit down and relax I will.... " he grab my arm in a painful grip "DID YOU NOT FUCKING LISTEN TO ME I SAID I DON'T FUCK CARE GET THAT THREW IDIOTIC MIND!!!! " I flinched when he grab my arm like that it hurts he pushed me against the counter very hard... that gonna bruise later on.... that it I had enough ever since that day he been violent towards me.  He never let's me finish my sentence unless he in a good mood or it me forgive him SLAP!! a painful sting was in my cheek he slapped me.  " ARE YOU FUCKING LISTENING TO ME!!  YOU FUCKING BITCH" that it I am finally had enough I grab his hand and pushed it away "IF YOU LET ME FINISH MY SENTENCE YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT I WAS GONNA SAY I WILL STAND BETWEEN YOUR LEGS SO CAN STILL HUG ME!!!! " he went silent after that I looked up with tears going down my face he looked shocked " if this your way of getting revenge because I got there late.. that fine I deserve it.. but please let me finish my sentence " I slipped away and walk up the stairs and towards the picture that holds the picture of when we meet Alex, mike and Tony. They should be over in few hours so I got few hours to hide I bend down and open the secret passage ways,  I go threw turn around and shut the door.  I pat pockets to check if I had my phone yeah I do so it a go kas I walk down the passage way I happen to look up and I was under the stairs and I happened to see Brandon stumbled up the stairs... hmm I should follow him only tine he ever stumbles is when he crying heavily.  As I follow him into our room... i should say his room like I said before he don't like me cuddling, holding and touching him when in the curse form only time I am actually in there is when I am getting clothes, cleaning, or the 15 minutes cuddle he in there lot more then me "I I I am sorry baby please come out so we can talk" he said that between sobs and hiccups .  My heart stop beating and tightened when I heard how upset he was looking around in the room when he could not find me he start to look everywhere and I still follow him around.

Time we got down stairs he was a sobbing mess it was in the living room when he collapsed and curled into a ball.. I can't see this anymore instead of walking away going somewhere else I went out of my hiding spot. Time I got out he was back in his curse form I don't care if he gonna snap at me later he needs cuddles ASAP so that what I did I bend down and cuddle him rocking us back and forward whisper sweet nothings into his ear while rubbing his back softly " I am sorry I am so sorry" he kept mumbling over and over threw his sobs and hiccups.

                     Brandon POV

Why dint I let him finish his sentence why did I get angry at him, why did I grip his arm with a painful grip why did I fucking push him into the counter. Why dint I snapped out of it the moment he cried out in pain... why did I snapped out of it the moment he screamed at me??

right now he cuddling me and rocking us while petting my back I don't even care that I am in my curse form and he doing this right now all I need is him and his forgiveness.  he keeps whispering sweet nothings into my ear " I forgive you Brandon I always will" when he said that I sob so hard I was basically a waterfall.  I should not been given that easily I should work for that forgiveness but no he forgives me right away I don't deserve it and I sure hell don't deserve him. 

But I am not gonna break up with him because I don't deserve him no I am gonna keep him. I may be selfish for doing this but he mine and only mine.  He kissed my forehead and set me down I yelped and whine when he set me down " I am sorry I am so sorry please don't leave me!  I promise to be a good boy just please don't leave me!! " he looked down and picked me up and I clinged on to him tight " I wasn't gonna leave you I was just gonna get your food while holding you" I nuzzle my snout into his cheek and whines he walked to the kitchen and got my food out.. how did I not hear the beeper go off? he opens the microwave gets the food out shut the door, reaches down opens the drawer reaches in and grabs a fork slides it into the food the shuts draw with his hip goes over opens the fridge gets pop for us, makes his food open the microwave again shuts it then sets the timer, gets his fork out of drawer.

The timer goes off he repeated the progress ,  I shit you not he balances the plates on his arm and carries the two pops his hand then gets my bowl while balancing the food then carries everything to the table and sets everything down,  he pulls out my chair and sets me down and I cried out at lack of warmth and lack of my angel holding me.  He reaches over and pets my head I made a grumbling purr sound while he did that. While he was petting my head he poor my pop into my bowl and then he looked at fork he grabbed by accident and he facepalms "why did I grab a fork for you? " I licked his wrist and smiled at me  sadly "I am sorry for grabbing a fork for you" no please don't be sad my little angel " it fine, please don't be sad" he just smiles and removes the fork from my plate and wipes it off with his napkin and sets it down "bon apatete " he says.

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A. N
I am gonna makes this a two part due it getting to long and I am getting into a state were I just wanna listen to music while rocking and imagine the story going on so yeah!

Brandon:6'7
Alex:6'4
Tony:6'3
Mike:6'2
Axel:5'4

as you can tell I went from tallest to shortest that why axel keeps saying he by so many giants cause they are giants compared to him.

see you my lovely souls!