KAA-SHE

1. RONAL

She is not ordinary, nor average. She is smart and is cute and no matter how crudely judged by all, she is the best for me. I have never felt that way, so strong to build upon a connection with someone. This is an unnatural and very unusual thing to happen to me. I have never given an effort for a friendship to occur. Although I am not giving still but deep down within me I want her to be my inner circle.

Her birthday marks her the type which finds it difficult to focus and be clear but she, being the same is an amazing person, a perfect version of her self. It's a strange attraction I find towards her. The first time I noticed her was while she was preaching her juniors. That was when I made a nice figure of a leader in her. Carrying along with the time and exchanges of glimpses later, I began noticing the way she works, handles, and manages things. I won't say I was spying on her. Rather I admire her from afar. It is not always loved that attracts to be close, sometimes the person and their personalities draw you to want them in your lives. And wanting all that I know this is not that possible since she is popular and is surrounded by her close ones really caring for her. And she is self-sufficient. For her, I might be just another team member, flattened by her skills.

In my life till now, I have met people flattened by me, my works, writings, and wanted me to be their friends. From school time it was a very natural thing to me. Time brought me feeling the same for someone. Now, I stand here, feeling that same or maybe a bit intensified thing for her. And having felt this for the first time, I do not know how do I react, act, or stay calm. She might just not entertain me at all. She might judge me very badly. She might mock me within her close ones, who happen to know me as something different than the way I would be acting for her. I might just get badly judged by my peers. I might even feel not so good to move around near her. But what wrong am I doing? Being friends is not a crime that I want to commit. The thing is maybe its all new to me, to go ask for friendship. God! seriously, proposing a boy for a relationship is quite simpler than asking a person for friendship. Because I want it to last.

Another thought in the same line, I wondered I should give it time. Maybe working together we might get into small conversations and becoming friends later, or maybe just acquaintances.

Let this flow. And I will let myself fall into the flow what time brings. She is admirable to me and her smile gives me hope.

I had no thought of how to begin my ordeal. The only thought that was significant was that it must be with her. For I am no one observing her, and I am no one printing her. For she knows not that she is living in my ink, and she knows not that I have ink. I am another universe, and she is one. Of so many wishes, one is to see her again in my next chapters...