Broken heart never healed•
I took max around charming, showing him just how small and beautiful this town is. It's still a shock to Max just where and who I come from. And hes made it clear this isn't a place for him or for hope. But, this angers me a little. I grew up here, I came out fine.My daughter deserves to know her father, her real father. And her older brothers. This created an argument between Max and I.
"If you dont like my town then leave. "
"You're gonna stay and be around bikers ?who even are you right now Ann." His voice grew darker.
"This is my home, Maxwell. My father a biker, Hope's father, a biker. Her grandfathers, Bikers."
"Shes my daughter too, and dont you fucking forget it." The back of his hand collided with my face. I didn't wince. I didn't cry.
"Go the fuck home, Max. " I quickly grabbed Hope, her diaper bag, and my duffel. And called a cab. My eye brow was still sore, and my eye was beginning to swell, with my cheek bleeding from his class ring he always wore. Hope was asleep in my arms and once we pulled into TM. Jax and Gemma were outside the office talking. I paid the driver and got out. Feeling woozy from the lack of sleep, food, and the blood continues to fall down my cheek and neck. Jax And Gemma practically run to me. Hope wakes up and seeks frightened by my state.
"Go to grandma" I say before blacking out.
"Shes fine, we stitched her up." Chibs says with a thick accent.
"Good. Now what the hell happened ?" Jax asked.
"We went to the hotel, no sign of her husband, but the place was trashed. And blood was dripping all the way out. I'm guessing from her. " Tig says. I groan and open my eyes. Jax, Tig, Chibs and Happy stood around me almost in a circle.
"Wheres hope?!" I ask in panic but Jax sits down on the table next to the couch I'm laying on.
"Mom took her out to get her some things. Figured you'd be staying here for the rest of your stay. Wants you comfortable " I nod and lean back down. Exhausted.
"Guys give us a minute " Jax calls out and the guys leave. Closing my eyes again. They watered at the conversation I knew was coming up.
"You called Gemma Grandma. Were you pregnant when you left me?" Jaxs voice was soft.
"I didn't know until I was already in New York. " I say honestly and he looked at me, as I opened my eyes in brokenness.
"You never told me, why didn't you ever tell me?"
"I knew that if I told you, you'd convince me to come home, and history would just repeat. I couldn't be hurt like that again."
"So you Married Max. Why?"
"I thought he was a good guy. I've never seen him like he was today."
"What happened ?"
"He didnt want me or hope to stay in charming anymore. And got pissed when I told him to leave." Jax nodded and put his hand on my stomach. As in comfort. I smile.
"Her name is Hope Grace Teller." I put my hand on his and this earned a smile from him.
"After tara?"he asks.
"After Tara." I confirm. Soon I see Gemma carrying Hope in her arms. Hope reached out for me and babbling away she was. I sit up. And lean against the cushion moving my legs so they're crossed.
"Shes beautiful" Jax whispers and I smile.
"Looks just like you" I tell him and hope reaches over for him and he gladly takes her.
"Ima go change if you dont mind."I say pointing at Hope. He nods.
"All your stuff is in the dorm" nodding. I headed back into the dorm. Jax lived here most of our teenage years. So did I. We practically slept together every night. No matter what, we were two peas in a pod. Looking around the room, our pictures were still everywhere. I grab a pair of Jean shorts, and a baggy pink long sleeved shirt. And pulling out my toiletrie bag with my pink towel. Heading into the bathroom, I quickly undressed after putting the water on the temperature I like. Stepping inside the glass shower. Water over took every scar, every cut that Max has given me, every tattoo I've tried to get to cover up my scars. My long brown hair quickly drenched by the water. I held my hands against the shower wall, letting the water over take my body. Soon I hear yelling between two men and it sounds like Jax and Maxwell. Quickly getting out and wrapping the towel around me. I dried off and put my clothes on. Still almost completely wet. I ran outside and saw Jax and Maxwell head to head.
"Shes my daughter asshole. You're just a step daddy gone wrong." Jax says with a smirk.
"I've been there through every bit of that kids life. She only knows me."
"And you beating the shit out of her mother really makes you daddy material? Go fuck yourself" max eyes me, and starts to storm towards me but Happy steps In front of me. Making Max stop in his tracks.
"This isn't over, bitch." Max points at me through happy and gets back into the cab, driving off. Jax quickly walks up to me and looks me up and down, making sure I'm okay.
"I'm okay Jax. " he quickly gives me a hug, tangling his fingers in my hair. I wrap my arms around his waist.
"I wont let him hurt you. We'll talk to the clubs lawyer about getting you a divorce as soon as possible."pulling away I nod.
"Thanks." I mumble, Jax puts his palms on both sides of my cheeks, leaning down and kissing me. His hands move from my face to my lower back and ass. Pulling away, someone cleared their throat and turning around, Jax sighed.
"Wendy, you remember Anna." She nods and puts Thomas down to the ground, letting him walk to Jax.
"Shit shes awake. "I nod to wendy who smiles awkwardly, and I head back into the clubhouse to find Hope crying inside of the playpen. Holding her blanket close to her.
"Oh miss priss. Good afternoon pumpkin. " picking her up, she snuggled into my shoulder as I put her on the couch to change her diaper. Once doing that, I quickly put on a new outfit and picked her back up. Going back outside to Jax.
"Anna!is that our baby sister " Abel asks pointing at the baby in my arms and I nod.
"She is" I say and bend down so they can both love on her. Jax smiles and puts Thomas down to say hi. Wendy stood awkwardly.
"Can you take her ? Ima make a bottle" Jax nods, happily.
"Sure babe" I headed inside but stopped to listen to wendy talking.
"So you are back with Anna?" Wendy asked and Jax was silent.
"Yeah, i am." Wendy sighs.
"Okay. I have a meeting so I brought them here." She says and Jax replies
"Thanks. They can get to know hope." And I went back to making the bottle.
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Wars Within ( Sons of Anarchy)
Fanfiction"Tara's dead, and I can't wake up without seeing her body in my arms." Jax's voice cracks at the image in his head. "I'll never be Tara, Jackson." Jax looked up at Anna and nods, wiping the tears off his cheeks. "I know. But I need you, please don'...