Roman X Virgil

Book of Worries and Last Chapter.

       Virgil's POV:

      Why? What is my life? I know I'm not like them anymore. I used to be. That was enough to drive Thomas away. The others already know. But this hurts so much more. Maybe I should try to duck out again. No roman would stop me. Maybe I could get Remus and Deceit to distract them. No! Thomas would be hurt by this. He didn't mean what happened. Its normal I was on of the sides who hurt him. Maybe he thinks I let them out. No he knows I care for him more than myself. Well what should I do? Maybe I can try and figure out why there here. No I cant do that, that would be suspicious. Whelp, how about I don't talk to him for a while. Wait until he tells me to come out. Heh, I'm already out. Dang I hang out with Roman to much. Or is that Patton. Who knows, they love puns or corny jokes. Patton's been trying to cheer me up with more jokes. Roman takes me out to his dream palace more. He say's its to get me some more sun on myself. Heck even Logan trying to cheer me up, or keep me thinking logically. He raps more of my favorite songs. Hey! On a more better note Deceit's been trying to be more nice. He's apologized a little bit. Not a lot, I wonder I this was his plan. Make Thomas hate me. Pretty sure the others are starting to get annoyed with how depressed I am. Maybe I could visit Remy some more. We used to do pedicure days. Yeah, I think ill do that. It will be good for me. Whelp I got to go Patton's just finished dinner. See you tomorrow My book of worries.                                            -Virgil

                                                    

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Hey everyone. I know I haven't updated and probably wont for awhile. Before I started this book I was going to therapy to help with my depression. Recently its hit me pretty hard. For no reason, maybe there's a reason and I don't know it. I've also been having more anxiety and panic attacks recently. One more problem I've lost inspiration for writing. I love writing essays, but trying to do it like this is hard. I'm sorry, I might do a book that will have many esseys. I'm not sure yet I'm sorry for quiting. I hope you all enjoyed what ive written. Love you all my gay little children!!