I was prey, you all were predators
sorry can't save me now
sorry can't bring back all the missing memories
sorry doesn't erase the years of torture
sorry won't... sorry won't fix everything
I've never had the father or mother figure I needed in life,
I'm sorry I was born like this
I'm sorry for you having a disappointment daughter
I'm sorry for you all having a weak member of the pack
goodbye
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Chanel's POV
john***
Done. The notes done. Now the harder part, actually doing it.
Leaving one last look at the note I headed to my room.
How will I do it? Overdosing? Hanging? A knife?
Please don't... My wolf rang in my head.
Please... we havent even found mate yet... She desperately begged me,
'No. How many times do I have to tell you! He does not exist. If he does, he's not coming for us.'
I heard her whimper and quietly plead.
Ive made up my mind.
Slowly drifting to the little cabnit in my bathroom i looked at myself, skinny, very little fat, i was the epiphony of ugly.
Anywa
