"You're always jealous! Why don't you trust me? You should know that I would never cheat on you!"
These pass weeks you've been seeing youngjae with a girl in the practice room, they were always joking around and he would give her his sweet smile. You couldn't help but feel anger and jealousy.
You could see how happy he was talking with her. Maybe it's just your jealousy that gets you "Youngjae I've seen it with my own two eyes! If I didn't have to interrupt you two maybe you would have kissed her already! I'm so tired of your lame excuses and I can't be with you anymore" you didn't mean to say those words but it slipped out. You were afraid of his answer that he might really leave you after what you said.
Youngjae lowered his gaze and walked out of the bedroom, he didn't expect it, your words shocked him. He sat down on the couch and laid down trying to hold back his tears as he tries to sleep.
In the meantime, your pride got the best of you. But deep down you wanted to say sorry and have him besides you. You wanted to know who the girl was. You wanted to know why you were so jealous of her. "Damn it! I should have trusted him.. why am I like this? He's always there for me but who is this girl?" You quietly whispered to yourself.
The next day You woke up to hearing a loud cough in the living room. You rushed out of bed and ran to Youngjae. you hesitated remembering those harshful words you said to him. You couldn't help but feel fear and regret with your heart right now "youngjae are you okay?" he didn't reply you went closer and surprisingly he was awake. " youngjae look.. I know you're mad at me but... are you okay?" You asked once again "do you not love me?" His question gave you the shivers down your spine and makes your eyes teary, with a trembled voice you answer "of course I love you, I always will. Why would you think of that?"
" if you really love me why don't you trust me? Why didn't you ask me who that girl was first? Why do you always jump to the most stupidest conclusions? Why on earth would you say that you don't wanna be together anymore?" His teary eyes and puffy face shows that he didn't sleep at all and for sure he cried. Before answering his question, you took a deep breath and sat besides him "I get super jealous and I can't help but feel insecure about myself. That girl, she's really stunning. sometimes I think you're not attracted to girls like her and- " before saying another word, he beat you to it with a kiss. He pulls you into a warm hug. Butterflies in your stomach and your cheeks were tinted pink. "Just to remind you I'm In love with you and only you. Your smile that helps me get through a stressful day, Your warm hugs that makes my tiredness go away in my body, your lovely caring and lovely personality that brings out the best of me. You're perfect to me" he said to you softly youngjae would only show how much he cares for you, in his opinion no words were needed how much he loves and cherishes you but hearing him say "I love you" made your morning very beautiful.
After everything he explained who the girl was, it turned out to be his childhood friend, you felt so stupid knowing the truth and the reason why youngjae was so happy back then.
"I'm sorry for not letting you explain. If my pride didn't get in the way, we wouldn't have argued over this" he gave you his bright smile and placed his forehead over yours "it's okay just promise me that you will trust me more from now on and you'll never say anything like leaving me, I can't imagine how I'll be without you" he softly whispered to you while you placed your hand on his cheek gently caressing it "I promise"
" I didn't get any sleep tonight, so I'll skip practice and we're gonna spend the whole day together" you hugged him tightly while he buried his face into your neck inhaling your sweet scent "yes we will. We'll do anything you want but first let's get some rest"
Both of you quickly fell asleep with you between his arms, everything was back to the way it was between the two of you and your shared apartment.
