India love

Stressing

"Push." I heard faint voices say It sounded like I was giving birth. I was at the gym for like the fourth time this week. I'm trying to get my mind of off all the ron crap. What If he actually hates me or abuses me. Ughh. I shook off all the stress and tried to look happy.

"India why are you stressing out over a guy." Ashley said. She's my cousin who works here. I took a deep breath trying to ignore her but she continued her crap. "Shut up! God! Who don't know what the hell I'm going through." I yelled my face all red and muscles tensing up. I grabbed my keys and ran to the car. Morgan was waiting outside on her phone. When I came in she said "Cupca-" I groaned. "Just drive." She nodded with no emotion what so ever. I layed down in the back seat scared to fall asleep and scared to stay awake.

When I walked in the house there he was. He was sitting on the couch and he greeted me with a simple hello. I walked up to my room but he stopped me. "Hey babe what's wrong."

"Your gonna hurt me like everyone else arn't you?" I said shifting in place and placing my hand in my pocket after ruffling my hair. "Babe I would never do that."

"Yes you would!" I ran upstairs locking my door. I heard his constant knocking and just through my pillow on the floor. The truth was I was scared to loose him and I was scared what If he hurt me or worse never loved me.

After a while I was annoyed and opened the door. He stared at me with a blank face. "What's wrong. Why do you think I would hurt you?" He asked looking down. I lead him on my bed. I sat down on his lap with my head on his shoulder and he rocked me back and fourth rubbed my back. I explained to him and tears formed in my eyes but they never fell. "Maybe it's the stress talking. I mean with all the fighting and the break up's and everthing maybe you need some time to relax and I can help you do that."

I raised my eyebrow. "Oh really?" I mumbled. He came a bit closer and layed kisses down my neck trying to find my sweet spot. I stirred a bit at his rough touch so he was gentle. I prayed he wouldn't find it but when he was close to it I flinched so he continued. When he found it a moan escaped my mouth. He sucked on it gently making me close my eyes and louder moans escaped my mouth.

My door came busting open with the whole family. Oh crap ron stopped in his actions of helping me and my dad stared at the red stain on my cheek. He pointed and tried to find the right words to say. "India!" He began giving me a lecture. "Dad... he was helping me. I mean we weren't doing anything I was stressed out and he was helpin-"

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Hours later Ron went home. Dad wasn't as heated. He probably was so mad because I'm his youngest daughter and he want's whats best for me. I took a bubble bath. I stayed in for about an hour lettiing to water soak in and at this point my whole body wasn't tense. I washed my hair so It was curly and brown. I came out and put on my sweats.

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