Words hurt

It cant be over.

Germans POV

It can't be over when it hasn't even begun, or at least thats what i thought until i made the most stupid mistake and ill never forgive myself. One day, one person, one thing changed my life forever. Esmeralda ruined my life and i let her. She made me believe Angie was someone she wasnt. Why did i fall for it?! I know Angie, i should have known it was Esmeralda who was lying. Im such an idiot. Now Angie's in France and i'll never get her back. Violetta hates me for what i've done, i dont blame her. I hate myself. Olga and Romallo wont speak to me, i dont blame them, either. I never thought i'd have to hear the two words again, but, i did. Words hurt. The words havent left my head, its the last thing Angie said to me.. 'People do things, people make mistakes, people say things and words hurt.'

The love of my life gone, my life isnt complete without her. She left this day last month. Its so hard. Violetta moved out, she lives with Leon. I never thought she'd hate me this much. I can tell she misses Angie more and more everyday. I see her still, but she doesnt know. I have to spy on her, i hate doing it, it's the first time in years that i have done it. This exact moment a month ago i was running to the airport, but i couldn't stop her. I was too late. Pablo hates me more than anyone. He lost his life long best friend because of me and i cant forgive myself. I guess i'll have to try.

I'm watching family videos. This video brings a tear to my eye. Me, Angie and Vilu we are having so much fun. Vilu and Angie remind me so much of María in their own ways. Why am i doing this to myself? Everyday i check my phone to see if she's tried contacting me. Everytime someone knocks on the door my heart races. I just cant get over the fact that ive lost her, she isnt coming back. Another knock at the door, im not getting my hopes up. I answer the door...

"You didnt really think i'd leave forever did you?"

It was her. The love of my life. Angie.