Camila's POV
I woke up the next morning to the faint sound of singing coming from the other room along with the smell of breakfast food, knowing right away that Shawn had to have gotten breakfast for us. I smiled softly to myself as I thought about last night, feeling so relieved that he didn't run this time and he actually said he loved me first which I hoped meant he was as serious about this as I was. Last night was the moment I had been dreaming about for so long and now that it finally happened I felt so happy.
After laying in bed for a few minutes I decided to get up, finding his black dress shirt from last night and slipping it on before heading out to see what he was up to. The moment I saw him I nearly burst into giggles but managed to keep myself contained as I watched him dance around the table to the music playing on his phone while he got the table all set up for us. He shook his bum and did these weird moves which finally made me lose it as I let a giggle slip. He spun around and immediately blushed, smiling sheepishly as he stood there adorably.
"Oh, um... hi..." he said. "How long have you been there?"
"Long enough to know that you still can't dance." I teased with a smile as I walked over and wrapped my arms around his waist, feeling him do the same. "It was cute though."
He smiled and leaned down to place a soft kiss on my lips which I immediately returned. This all still seemed like a dream to me but even if it was I didn't want to wake up from it. We kissed for a long moment until we remembered the food and he pulled back.
"So um. I ordered a little bit of everything. I wasn't sure if you still liked the same things or not." He said as he turned to look at the food, keeping his arm around my waist.
"It looks great, Shawn." I smile softly, kissing his cheek gently.
We sat down at the table together and he turned down the music so it wouldn't be completely silent as we ate at the small hotel table. There was a comfortable silence for a while, but after a moment I realized that he was just itching to ask me something so I finally stopped eating and looked at him.
"Just spit it out." I said.
"Willyougooutwithme?" He blurted so quickly that I could barely understand what he said.
"Will I what?" I asked in confusion.
He took a deep breath, seeming nervous which surprised me because he rarely got nervous.
"Will you um... Will you go out with me? Like.... on a date?" He asked slowly, his nerves obviously heard through his voice.
A smile broke onto my face as he said that, unable to help myself as I moved over onto his lap.
"I would love to go on a date with you, Shawn. You don't have to be so nervous to ask me on a date." I laugh softly and kiss his cheek gently to help calm him.
"I know... its just... after all I did to you..." He started, but I cut him off by giving him a kiss on the lips.
"Don't... We're starting over now. I'll admit I will probably be a little clingy and scared of you leaving, but all I need from you is to be patient with me because I don't think I can handle losing you a second time." I admitted quietly as I looked down at his swallow tattoos to avoid eye contact.
"I know. I will I promise. I'm not going anywhere." He said softly as he kissed my head and held me close. I cuddled into his chest for a long moment and nuzzled my face into his neck, feeling such relief as he said that but at the same time it wouldn't be the first time he broke a promise. "I understand that it's going to take a little while for you to completely trust me again and I'm going to spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you."
I nodded slightly, not saying anything because I knew that I would probably get emotional if I did.
"Anyway, for the date you can dress comfortably. We're going to be doing something fun that involves a lot of standing and dancing around." He said with a smile. "And no, you're not getting any hints."
"I wasn't going to bother." I laughed softly and kissed his neck gently before turning back to my food. I pulled it over so I could stay on his lap as I ate and I even fed him a little as he constantly gave me kisses on the cheek or neck to make me smile. I couldn't even begin to explain how amazing it felt to finally be with him like this after dreaming about it for so long and I definitely didn't want it to end any time soon.

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FanficShe's been in love with him since they were kids. One drunken mistake breaks them apart, but will their best friends' wedding bring them back together again? -Shawmila Story; Started: 10/07/19