Anorexic fighter

All of us want things , some of us say we want things and don't do anything about it . We just want . Some of us want things and work beyond working hard , you make a goal , you slowly but happily reach it , you set anther fully determined now . But something different happen ... You reached it quicker , you keep making goals you keep changing , but your not noticing . Other people are but you aren't , so you think . Maybe if I push this goal back alittle more I'll see the difference and the way a smoker gets hooked to their blunt , you get hooked to the way your changing for you've finally seen what you wanted to . Foolishly and carelessly you keep going , your in your own internal war constantly fighting with yourself but others are in the same situation , you weaken . You try not to break so you fight back , but in the end . Death will win . but is that always true ?