Daren x Ofir [Original Story] [English]

Prologue - Ofir

AUTHOR'S NOTES:

Before we start let's clarify a couple of things, first of all you have to keep this in mind, THIS IS NOT A HAPPINESS HISTORY AND LONG LIVE THE POWER OF LOVE, you will see hard, somewhat cruel and unfair moments, do not expect that you will to see here love and happiness as the other couples, Daren and Ofir have a more intense history in that regard, for the sensitive please refrain from reading this story, but I do not want comments from: "he has seen it" or " he is saying it "and I don't want to read" don't romanticize these things "because I invite you to get out of this fic and find another one. I don't support relationships with violence and much less see correct to force someone to do such a thing, I am aware of it and obviously I don't agree with that issue because it's horrible and unpleasant, but remember that this is a HISTORY, it is FICTION, doesn't exist, doesn't occur in real life, is it understood? I only write, I transmit my story through the words written in this blank document, I am telling a story, it doesn't mean that I see these relationships well and correctly, and Hiyoko thinks just like me, it is just a story, we will enjoy it and nothing else, okay? My writing is not completely white and free of violence, so look for something happier, if you're still here, congratulations! I see that you are willing to continue reading to discover this world and its surroundings, welcome be!

Second and also important, I AM NOT CRITICIATING ANY RELIGION, this is a fictional world, I don't intend to make fun of or disrespect any god or any religion, I am telling an invented story, don't be offended with this story, it is a completely world invented based on the basic knowledge of heaven, earth, hell, God against Lucifer, angels and demons, etc ... All this is done with total respect and without intentions of offending or teasing, I hope everything is clear. Prologue narrated from the point of view of Ofir, writing style as a script since I was very inspired by the role style.After having explained all this and I hope everything is well solved so that there are no more problems, enjoy the story!

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Many of the angels would like to have what I have, the privilege of being so close to God, be like his right hand and be someone special that keeps him company at all times. The angels are very jealous and they always take a bad look at me when I'm with him, it's not that I care especially because I'm used to being alone since they set me aside, all I need is to have God's attention for me as long as he looks at me and I can be special, the rest doesn't matter to me at all. He has a strange concept of what comes to be "giving me attention" but in the long run I took it as something positive, whenever I had the opportunity, he treated me with contempt, more than one blow I received because of that, all kinds of painful punishment that no one would want to suffer in my safe situation, but everything is fine because that is normal, for me it's normal. Since I was born 500 years ago, I have always remained faithful to the side of God, observing everything he does and says, even following him everywhere as a good angel that I am, he is so good to everyone ... Although he has that "deal special "with me that with others he doesn't have ... That's because I'm more important to him, right? This is how I see it. I may never have the courage to tell him, but my feelings for him ... go beyond admiration, I wouldn't know how to describe him because I had never fully understood the concept of "love", it's something very complex or I read that way, that even human beings still try to decipher. What I feel for God could be considered love? I really want all his attention, that he looks at me and that he needs me ... I want to be useful, to be someone special for him and ... many more things that I can't describe, love is still very complex for me, just I feel the need to love him and that he loves me, would do anything for him, let me do all that because I love him ... It's his way of showing me his attention, that's not bad, right? I don't care what others say, if they only look at me with contempt, it is because they don't understand my situation and my feelings, I know that everyone wants to have God's attention and now that I am the youngest angel, I am the one who looks the most. I am terrified of the moment when another angel is born and takes that away from me, I cannot allow God to abandon me, I don't want to lose him, he is all I have, I love him more than anything ... I hope someday these feelings that for him they would be impure they could be reciprocated ... I can't help feeling this way, I feel happy at his side, even despite the blows and ill-treatment I receive from him, it's his way of loving me. How does he not want me to feel special to him if even when he created me he made me different from others? When I asked him why my eyes were not like those of others, he replied that I could not do such a thing, that I was someone special and that if I did this I could feel that way, I was not one more, I was really special, I will appreciate that detail forever, a beautiful golden eye and another beautiful blue eye like the sky, two perfect colors that go according to me and to God's taste, I couldn't be happier.

Although not everything was going to be "happiness" precisely, those moments of anger outburst that God has are usually very painful and I am the one who suffers the most ... I am the point of view where he discharges all his anger, he has reached such a point who grabbed me tightly and tore my wing and then threw me to the "floor" with contempt, the blood was beginning to come out in a lot because of this, the way in which the wing had torn off was so wild and aggressive that I did not expect that he could do such a thing, he has done it as if he did not care at all to see me suffer, that was the most painful thing I felt to date, snatch one of my precious wings that he had given me, and just for the fact that something that he had given me already took away from me already hurt, added to the physical pain I felt. I will not lie that that is where I really suffered, God is the highest and greatest of all, his great hands would be able to crush us without any effort, but the Lord is pious and I know that despite having done wrong things he would take pity on anyone of us ... When he relaxes and finishes releasing his anger, he picks me up and cradles me in his big hands to heal me and as if nothing had happened, all that pain I receive from him, after a few seconds everything heals Without a trace. For that reason I can bear what he does if he later cares about me ... But I can't help feeling sad because despite everything I do for him he is not able to look at me with love, he does not look at me as I look at him he ... Is it something I'm doing wrong? My love for him cannot be reciprocated? I fear for the day he replaces me, I don't want to be separated and forgotten like an angel ... please, look at me sometime.

One day like any other, I was locked in a large gold cage which he used to lock me up from time to time as if it were an animal or something and keeps me away from others, that is not what worries me most, but the fact that he does not come to see me, leave me alone and locked in this prison without any way to communicate with him ... I don't  understand why he does this, I have endured for 500 years all things he has done to me: since the worst unimaginable tortures that one could believe impossible and all with absolute contempt, I feel that I can not take it anymore, I have endured so much time and I do not see that my attempt to approach him from his fruits ... I feel sad and broken inside, my feelings are still there, but they go out for moments like this because I don't see the love that I want me to give myself ... I like that he pays attention to me but not that he leaves me here alone without any contact, please come back to me and take me out from this site, I don't want to be locked anymore ... God, answer my call please. All I could do was stay on my knees at the door and pray that he would come for me as soon as possible, that time would pass as quickly as possible. At that moment, the cage door opened ... Without more, there was no one there and I didn't even feel the presence of God nearby, what is all this about? I don't get it. Without thinking twice I decided to leave the cage although something insecure for fear of being breaking the rules, I don't want God to punish me for someone something inappropriate that has not asked me to do, if I went back to the cage to keep his word but ... another part of me wanted to leave, I couldn't stand being in that prison with bars. Just taking a few steps out of the cage, I felt like a strong cramp in my wing which God started recently in that moment of anger, made me take a false step which caused me to realize, without realizing it, a hole between the ground of clouds opened before me causing me to inevitably fall for him, where had that hole come from? Was it there before? Was it a kind of portal or something like that? I had never seen anything like it before, that the ground opened like that out of nowhere for no apparent reason and less if there was no one around. As I was falling I could see how that hole began to get smaller, every time I felt farther from the sky, I could see that that warm light faded and I entered the immense darkness ... When I finally landed on a very ground floor hard after a long fall, which was a bit painful because I was not used to this type of terrain, I realized that I was in a world that until now I didn't know, where am I ? What is this place? How can I return heaven? I hope that God please notice and find me, I'm afraid ... I don't want to be here, come get me ... I need you ...

To be continue.

And here's the prologue, I hope you liked it! The prologues are usually short, so I didn't want to roll up much, but I hope it serves as an introduction to the story.

From now on, the chapters will be more extensive, explaining everything in as much detail as possible, this has only been Ofir's point of view since he sees everything very simple from his eyes when in reality everything is more convoluted ... But I will not give many details now, wait for the next update!

Sorry if there are translation errors!