Maybe I'm just tired of playing,
Tired of acting,
Trying to do the best,
Which I clearly can't.
When did it all went wrong?
When I decided to be something else?
The best daughter,
Student,
Friend.
Or
When I forced myself to do something I can't?
When I believed I can?
When I tried hard?
Not seeing the obvious failure.
Or
When I gave my heart to someone,
Acted strong and confident.
Laughed at them
I can do it!
Was it all a lie?
Am I living in four walls?
With closed eyes,
Silent, crying, darkness.
Meaningless.
Out of shots
Drunk in a pub
Scared of the truth.
Wanna be alone,
Want you to hold.
Fall down,
Lie down,
Die
YOU ARE READING
Just thoughts. Just feelings. Just people.
PoetryJust thoughts that comes into my mind. Just feelings that a teenagers can feel. Just people who are around me. Just situations that changes a story. Just a book that i love to write. Just a hope that someone will read it. Follow me on ig @szofi_mys...
