But... Why You? (BoyxBoy)

I Hate You

(Luke)

BEEP! BEEP!

Hearing the ambulance's sirens I stared at Cam. Why did I do this? This all happened because of me. I talked shit about the person I love, and he hates me. 'I Hate You, Luke' were the last things he said before he tripped and blacked out. He fell down the stairs, and almost broke his neck. There was blood near his head and back. All that happened. Because of me.

Me.

Tears ran down my cheek as he was rushed to the hospital. He had to go through so much shit because of me! After an hour his friends came. Disgust and Hatred were written all over their faces. "You just HAD to kiss him and then break his heart, didn't you?", Mike whispered. "I bet you feel strong and powerful after his feelings were messed with", Kat's voice was dripping with venom. They stayed in Cam's room for half an hour before leaving, still glaring at me with hateful eyes. Cam didn't deserve this.

I decided it was best to leave when I heard Cam's voice. "I hate him so much! Why? Why does he make me fall for him, just so he can crush all my feelings? I can't think straight. What is he not telling me? What is he afraid of? Can't he see how much he's hurting me?", I can hear his voice crack. It was shaky and sounded like he was holding back tears.

I entered the room and saw Camero, his eyes held sadness and disappointment but was quickly covered with anger and frustration. "What do you want?", his voice was like ice, cold and hard. "I wanted to see how you were doing.", I said, about to touch his face. He backed up to the other side of the bed.

"Don't touch me. I thought you just had to do a project with me, not to see if I was ok. I thought that you'd never go gay, especially for me, even though you kissed me. Do you know how it feels to hurt? Not physically, but emotionally? You don't even know how I feel right now. To love someone, be kissed by them, but broken by them the very next day! You can't just hide feelings. I don't even know if you love me or not.", he ended, crying on the hospital pillow.

"I love you", his words escaped his mouth, muffled because of the pillow, but I heard it crystal clear. He loved me, that I knew, but now it's like he hates loving me. "I love you, too.", I said, about to cry. "Then why won't you show it?", Cam was lightly sobbing, calming down. "It's just- I just can't let people know.", I replied. "Hey, I came out four years ago, and I'm fine! I don't self harm, I'm not suicidal, and it's because I accepted who I am. Besides the bullying, everyone supported me all the way, I will always be grateful for what I have, so you should, too", he's talking to me like I'm the one who's hurting.

"I just can't let them know, I need time. I'm sorry.", I said. "Don't worry about it, Luke. I understand. Tell me when you're ready, so I'll help you if anything goes wrong.", He is so nice. "I love you so much", I say giving him a quick kiss. "I hate you", he said, grinning. "Wh-Why?", I am super worried right now.

"Because you made me fall for you", he said.

Then he kissed me.

His lips were softer than ever. He kissed me and I enjoyed it. I know it sounds selfish to not feel guilty when doing this, but I have feelings for him. I just need to make something official. "Will you be my boyfriend", I asked. "But school-", he started to protest, but I gave him a quick kiss. "At school I'll just be your 'friend'. I won't let the bullies lay a finger on you", I stated. "Now, do you want to be my boyfriend?", I asked, very nervous. He stared at me, beautiful eyes staring at me. He blushed, like the time he told me about the project idea about gay rights. I feel like a mess. What will he say? Yes? No? I just don't know...

"Yes I will", and soon enough I was tackled into a bunch of kisses. He is an angel.

And he is my angel.

AUTHORS NOTE

Wow. Just, wow. I like this story so far, and I'm writing it! So, do you think Cam and Luke will be a good couple together?

Stay Fabulous! ~Coolio