The Writer And His Beast(Boy*Boy)

chapter 9

We finished dinner and hour ago. We had pretty interesting talks, got to know each other and Danovan told us more about his kingdom, it was really peacefull to  just sit there and let the ruler tell us more of his kingdom...he was story telling and we all enjoyed it, even his side of the family seemed eager to hear more although they already knew...

"It's always so peacefull to listen and remember where we came from, our origins." Lady Anna stated smiling at Damien shyly.

"It never gets old." Damien supported.

So after that we went to the leisure room which if I may say was beautifully modernised...had a 62 inch TV on the wall and some huge rectangular computer screen on the other side of the wall, had some comfy leather chairs a packed three door fridge and comfy brown pillows, CCTV's  in every corner and angle of the room which was huge if I may say and could most probably fit around thirty creatures, it felt homey if I may say.

The moment you walked in this room you could feel the peace and relaxation in it. We were all sited distributed to all the couches around though Jules was sitting in the soft carpet Bellow between Shawn's thighs, Malik on the other hand was at the furthest corner with Alana clearly making a distance between him and Dalova who was just opposite me munching some popcorns concentrating on the show on the TV, some comedy I think. The twins were lazily cuddling on the couch behind us while Alana was gracefully sited on the one sitter legs crossed sophisticatedly a glass of fruit juice on her hand.

Did I forget someone?

Well yes, the ruler...

Danovan and I are sharing the same couch. He was leaning back on the couch legs spread wide with a pillow in-between. I was a few inches away legs crossed leaning back holding my fingers.
I would like if I said that having him inches away from me didn't affect me.

It did.

I wanted to feel the warmth of his hands on mine. I stole glances when he was concentrating on the show tying to  chuckle every once in a while but ended up all husky and raspy..causing him to clear his throat every once in a while.
I could also hear giggles escaping from Shawn's spot, they surely did enjoy the show and clearly I was the only one who was not paying attention.

Reason being?

The beastly creature beside me...inches away.

I wondered if he felt the way I did.. because I was going insane..I wanted him to pay a little attention to me...I also felt ashamed that I was already falling for this godly creature too soon..I just got here a few hours ago and am already acting like a teenage horny human boy..

Such a disgrace.

I wanted it to stop, I really did because at the back of my mind something was telling me that I was going in too soon..I really wanted to stop feeling this bulky attraction towards him. I wanted to go back to how I was..., This was making me vulnerable to him. I knew from the moment I saw him that he'd impact my life in ways unreasonable to any kind...God I was going mad.
Of course my friends knew that something was up, Alana threw a few glances here and there but didn't question anything which I appreciated a lot...even I didn't know what was going on with me..even I was lost in my own head and everything I was feeling felt awfully foreign and I was so afraid that my feelings weren't reciprocated, I was afraid of rejection, his reaction and something deep told me that he won't be so happy about it while the other wanted-needed to try it out.

All of a sudden laughter was erupting from every corner of the room taking me by surprise hence releasing a whimper that immediately caught Danovans attention..

" Hey, are you ok?" He whispered huskyly reaching out for my now unfolded hands holding them in place..

"Y-yeah just caught me by surprise." I mumered trying not to look into his orbs that were asking for my attention..