(🎵missing you - Steve James)
I like to think that Kyu brought us together.
He made us get closer and I'm so grateful for that.
Kyuala and Mashimallow just BELONG to each other and they definitely do need each other.
Noa always is in my bed, instead of you. Now he smells like you and me and Kyu. And it makes me miss you so much. But kinda in a good way you know?
There's not many things that give me such a strong connection to you.
But the animal that represents one boy of our friendship which also smells like you now is like my biggest achievement¿
I wish to cuddle you all night and feel your warm body next to mine. To feel your breath and look into your eyes.
You simply make me happier and feel distracted from things that bother me.
One day I want us to meet at a train station and then there'll be only you and me.
And Noa of course-
I want to hug you so bad.
My life is such a mess these days and I know how you feel and I only want us to be happy, together.
I'm thankful for your existence.
Thankful for your love for me.
Thankful for your forgiveness.
Thankful for your patience.
Thankful for your strength.
I'm happy you're part of my life now.
Your smile makes me happy.
Your brother's smile makes me happy! ;)
Mashikyu's smiles make me happy.
I want you to listen to me and appreciate all the small things.
Live every day and don't regret anything.
I'm here for you, I won't leave you after all, I promise.
Omg I can't stop smelling Noa.
Anyways I'm sending all my strength and energy to you.
I love being young even tho life's a mess.
Let's enjoy things and not be sad.
Ily hun.
