I'm trying to hurt you || Ambrollins / Moxllins ||

|| VIII || protection

Still Wednesday: 8:02 PM
( Colby's P.O.V )
I was still thinking about the encounter I had with Mox a few hours ago. He confuses me. Like he makes me so scared but, turns me on at sometimes. I just wanna see Jon again. I miss him. I miss his face. Mox told me yesterday that he would be back today. And yet I'm still stuck with Mo- "Colby?" I heard my name he called. I jumped a little and picked up my head to were I heard the noice.

I was met with soft baby blue eyes standing at the door way. "Jon." I said and immediately got up to hug the human that I haven't seen in only a day.

But in that one day I thought I would never see him again.

So I held him tight. He was confused bet held me just as tight. "Errm, I agh, I don't really remember much. Did we get here yesterday? I feel like I was asleep for a wile." He asked and I just looked at him confused.

He doesn't remember anything.

Ok well, time to put on a fake smile.

"Yeah, yeah we did get here yesterday. And your sad it's okay if you sleep." I explained. I caressed him for a second. But it seemed like he was staring at something else.

I stared at him confused. "What?" I asked. He traced a finger along my neck and collar bone. I felt his warm hands on me but, then he touched one spot and then I remembered.

"What are these on your neck?" He asked them moved his hand away.

I can't think of anything to say.

Quick Colby think!

"I ummm- ermmm, I went outside earlier and think I got bit by something." I said. He still looked unconvinced.

"Those don't look like bites, Colbs." He said and looked like he was getting wild.

"Trust me. I'm fine. I just wanna rel-" I started but, he cut me off. "Something feels off man. Like I remember reading....... I remember reading something that j-just, that just didn't make sense at all but, I'm not sure if it was all a dream. I remember talking to someone that wanted to hurt you but, I don't think that happened." He spoke. I stood still.

I cannot tell him about Mox if he doesn't remember. He will kill me.

"That was probably all a dream baby. That's crazy talk." I explained, holding onto his shoulder. For some reason I could feel his emotional pain.

"It all just felt so real. Colby.......listen, If anybody is trying to hurt you, you gotta tell me. I can help you I pro-" he said but, I cut off. "Hey, hey listen, I'm fine okay. I just want you to be happy for the days off we have left. You are going threw something traumatic." I explained. He just stood silently. He didn't even move. But I saw him getting teary.

"I coulda protected him." He said as the tears started to fall. I grabbed his hands because he tried to cover his face. "No. This is not your fault. Sam was depressed." I explained. "I COULD'VE HELPED HIM! HE STILL COULD HAVE BEEN HERE!" He yelled so I let him take out his anger. "But he's not....and it's all my fault. I should have checked on him. Made sure he was ok. It's too late now." He said then pulled his hands away from me. I flinched then he walked away and out of the room.

Great.

Now he's blaming himself for Sam's death.

What am I gonna do?

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Just a filler chapter.

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