Eternal Sleep

"Let's break up, Angel." 

"What the hell are you saying Cris?"

"I said let's break up. Sorry pero hindi kita minahal sa buong span ng relasyon natin. It was just a bet to make the little rich girl to fall in love with me."

And that's how my boyfriend broke up with me on our 2nd anniversary on December 25th. Ayos noh? Tyempo na tyempo. An hour after we broke up, umalis na ko papuntang Italy. It was easy for me to get a flight 'coz my father owns an airline company. I know I'm stupid but... 

I'm still in love with Mr. Ex

I know its what you call stupidity. If I can just freakin tell my heart to stop!

Siya ang kaisa-isang boyfriend na sineryoso ko, you can call me a cassanova BEFORE but when he came into my life... Sucks for me but he changed it. Marami akong naging flings nuon, its not like I want them they just force their selves to me.  Pero nung nakita ko siya, nagulat ako kasi, cross out the 'me being boastful', but siya lang ang lalaking hindi na-inlove sakin. I know! Its the total opposite of the other chick flick stories. Imbis na yung lalaki ang magtry ng best nila para pa-inlovin sa kanila yung babae, ako yung gumawa nun.

Eventually I just found myself falling for him too. I THOUGHT I reached my goal, to make him fall for me, pero siya pala ang naka reach ng goal niya.

I was seriously dumbfounded when he told me the things he said the time we broke up. As in seriously I wanted to scream 'WTF?!'. I-aaudition ko siya sa Oscars! Ang galing niyang umacting eh! Totoong totoo yung mga times na masaya kami...

I never thought na magagawa niya yun. But, really, wala akong karapatan magalit sa kanya dahil ako naman ang nagsimula. If only I kept my heart in my own rib cage then nothing like this would happen.

Hindi ako galit, malungkot lang kasi nagamit sakin ang sarili kong gamot.

"Miss Angel pinapatawag ka po ng daddy niyo." -maid

"Tell him I'm coming." -me

"Yes, miss." -maid

After 2 minutes pumunta na ko sa office ni daddy.

"Hi daddy." -me

"Hello princess." -daddy

"So what'd yo call me here for?" -me

"I will ask you this one last time, don't you want to study college in the Philippines?" -daddy

"Daddy, ilang beses na ba nating pinagusapan toh? I'm never going back to that place." -me

"But its been 3 years since you and Cris broke up. You have to face your fears, princess. You can't stay like this forever, Angel. It is nice here in Italy but I want you to learn and finish college in our country." -daddy

"I know that. But I'm not changing my mind, I'm staying here for good. And daddy, aren't you supposed to be mad at Cris for doing that to me?" -me

"W-Well... You should go back to your room, I heard you'll be going out with Rachel tomorrow." -daddy

"Y-Yes..." -me

Lumabas na ko at pumunta sa kwarto ko para maglinis at matulog.

♬ I said "leave" but all I really want is you

To stand outside my window throwing pebbles

Screaming "I'm in love with you"♬ 

Geez!!! Who the hell calls at 3 in the morning?!

I sleepily opened my eyes and looked at the caller's ID on my phone.