Dear readers,
Before I start this chapter, I just wanted to thank you so much for all the support with this story, and am so glad everyone is enjoying it. It makes me so happy, and so damn proud of my self! I have been getting to many messages and comments from you guys, it makes me so happy to know you all enjoy it! So with out further adou, chapter 7.. Uh oh.
You're writer, Sara :)
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In that moment, I thought I would never see this, it was my ex grlfriend, Riley. I didn't even think she cared anymore, but I guess she did.
"Oh my god, Jordan! I got the call I'm so glad you're alright!" Riley was hugging me, kissing my cheeks so much, and I didn't know what to do. So I just hugged her back. She finally let me go.
"What are you doing here? Why are you here? You look amazing!" Did I let that slip? Whoops.
You see, Riley & I had broken up about a month and a half ago, just right about before school started. She still looked as beautiful as ever.
"I came here, as soon as I found out. I wanted to talk to you about this.. Us," I felt my heart dropped. "I wanna get back together.. It's driving me insane not to be with you."
"Riley.. I don't know what to say.. I mean, I do still love you.. But things happen, and people change. You just rushed this on me.. I wanna take time.."
I think I just broke her heart by the words I just said. I felt so bad.. "I mean, don't get me wrong, we dated for a little over 2 years, I will always love you, but I don't know if I'm still in love with you."
"It's alright.. All I care about right now is if your gonna be alright." she smiled at me. I felt myself falling back asleep and didn't know what to say.
*Back to Sara, in Iowa, the next day.*
I took a seat at my desk in my English class, waiting for class to start. Today was the day we got a letter back, to see how our partner is doing. I got mine from Jordan and started to read it..
Dear Sara,
I hope you know how special you are to me. And how beautiful, special, and wonderful you are. You can easily melt my heart. I have your letters tacked on my wall, because I never wanna forget it, or you.
There's one thing you should know.. I just recently got out of a relationship, from 2 years.. And I don't want to take the chance of hurting you.. So.. I have to stop flirting with you.. We can still write, I'd still love that, because you're an amazing girl, and deserve to be happy. With whatever you do, you deserve to have complete and udder happiness. And if I can't give you that, someone else should. You're probably wanted by many, and they can all fight for you..
Please note you will never, EVER, leave my heart, because you deserve to be happy. I will never forget those freckles, with those brown eyes, and your hair that falls perfectly. Or how you fidgit with anything while your nervous. I will never forget you making me laugh and smile, just by reading your letters.. But I have to end it.
I want to be your friend, I truely do, but I just can't keep flirting with you. I just got out of a relationship of 2 years.. I wouldn't handle myself if I hurt you. Just know, I love you, Sara..
Your friend, Jordan..
My heart dropped and I didn't know what to do.. Either to punch a wall or bawl my eyes out.. I asked if I could go to the bathroom, he said yes and I felt like running out of the room, but I knew I had to be stronger than that. I walked into the bathroom, locked myself in the last stall, not knowing what to do. I slid down the wall and just cried.. Letting everything bad that has ever happened out, by some wimpy tears..
I had texted my mom, asking her to come get me. Didn't want to explain why.. Just wanted to go. I swear, it was just a few minutes until she was here, ready to get me. I had to go back to my english class to get my stuff, while I still looked like a mess. I grabbed my computer, my book bag, and the letter, and headed out the door. My teacher would know what was up tomorrow, when I came back.
I walked out to the main office, and there was my mom, waiting for me. She had already signed me out to leave for the rest of the days, and dang.. Am I glad she did. I didn't want to be no where near any human being besides my mother.
My mother is my savior, my rock, and the one who has protected me through out all my life. I'm so glad she's right here, by my side. She's saved me from so much.. Rape, abuse, anything. You name it, it's happened. I've been through hell and back, and that why I don't live with my dad. That's why I don't trust anyone or have many friends..
I got home, checking my e-mail.. Just my other teachers e-mailing me my school assignments. I checked my Facebook.. A few unread messages, but one stuck out. It was from a girl named Riley Davis.
Riley Davis, Yesturday at 9:12 PM
Hey, I know you don't know. But can you please lay off of Jordan.. He doesn't really like you. He's just been to scared to tell you. We're working on getting back together. He didn't know how to tell you, so here I am, doing it myself. He's mine, he loves me, and I love him. I will always. He's always been in love with me. I think he always will be.. He's been the one taking cute pictures with me, not you. You hardly know him. He does not want you.. You're not the one in the hospital withhim right now, are you? That's what I thought. You don't know anything that is going on into his life. He wants me, always will. Please, stop talking to him. Thank you. :)
I hated myself! Why didn't I do anything? Why didn't I ask? Why was I so stupid to let this happen to me! Why me? I did nothing to deserve this!! I did nothing! I quickly shut my laptop, setting it on the side of my bed, hating myself for letting this happen. I layed my head down on the pillow, letting myself cry myself to sleep.. And with that, I was out.
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Readers,
I'm so proud of this story, and I hope every one else is as well. I hope this story makes you smile even a little. You all deserve it!
Most people have been asking me why I wanted to write something like this, and well. It's because I wanted to have people relate to it, and have fun with their life. They said perfect relationships only happen in books, and stories, well that is not the case. They make it out to seem like that. It's not ever going to be like that. Someone may be able to relate this off their life, but this is all fake. Please, stop asking about it if I've been throughthis because to answer that, no, it's not real.
I Anyway, on a more positive note, please enjoy the story. New chapters will be up soon, just wanna let this out for you all. Whos point of view do you want next, for when I write more? Comments what part was your favorite, and what you predict and want to happen next. Reading and responding to comments right now! Thank you all for enjoying, and keep reading!
Your writer, Sara. :)
