Abandoned

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You were there for me,
When I needed u the most.
You stopped me from continuing to drink.
You facetimed me, begging me to stop drinking.
Why the change?
Why did you stop loving me,
You said you loved me.
But.. you didn't want to date me,
All because you didn't want me to die, when we're together.
A painful excuse to tell me
That u really didn't love me.
Then what, we're just done?
All because you didn't loved me anymore.
Even that one night,
When I asked you if we could facetime
And you said you couldn't
And when I asked why
You said it was none of my business.
How? I thought you loved me.. but I guess that's just how you are.
Be all nice then start acting all rude to me.
Even when I needed you the most,
You turned your back on me,
You moved on..
Left all hopes of you and me in the dust.
Left my broken heart in the trash.
All you ever said to me...
Was that I assumed everything.
So maybe I assumed you actually loved me.
Maybe I assumed you was my true love.
I guess I was wrong.
Now I can't even smile anymore,
All because of you.
Everytime I see your name or even hear it.
I tear up..
I start to cry,
Balling my eyes out.
All because you broke me.
You broke the little soul I had left.
I just don't get it,
I was so sweet to you,
So innocent..
And believe me, that is rare.
I am never sweet, unless you meant something special to me.
But I guess you didn't care.
You just thought it was all a joke.
My heart was all a joke to you.
Maybe some day, somebody will show me,
What true love is all about.
Something that you couldn't even do.
Someone who actually loves me,
Someone I could call my lover, my wife..

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