You were my lover,
My best friend,
The light in my darkness.
Then one dark stormy night came
And you stopped caring.
You stopped showing me love and support.
How can you walk around and not even look at me.
Every time I see you,
I see the painful memories you left.
How can you take my heart
And play with it like a toy.
How can you show me all this love
Then just throw it all away.
How can you leave me,
When I needed you the most.
You made me become the thing I didn't want to become.
Everyday my soul disappears,
Leaving darkness and sadness in the dust.
Everyday I look in the mirror
And I can't even recognize the person I'm looking at.
All because that one night,
That one painful night, ruined it all.
I fell so deep into the abyss.
I drank myself to sleep every night.
I felt the pressure of the universe, on my shoulder.
I felt alone.. abandoned.
I gave up one night,
And took pills to end it all.
As my soul slowly left this world,
No one was there to stop me.
No one was there to bring me back.
My life slowly flashing,
I realized,
Love is evil.
Love will never help me.
How can I walk and pretend to be happy
If I can't smile anymore.
As everybody once said,
"You are not the mask that you wear
But the person behind the mask.."
