"This town will never change
People come and go, it's all the same"
He was right, all of his lyrics were coming true, to us rotting in our rooms to us sitting at the yellow cafe, but all of that changes when we both got into our dream school (UCLA)...
The pain that I suffered from for the longest time, has finally taken a toll on my life at this moment. I couldn't stand it, looking at his childlike face, with my guilt crawling all over my thoughts when I didn't reply with those three simple words of satisfaction, I just couldn't come to myself and say it. All I felt was fear and doubts and all of the other bad things that came with telling your crush that you don't like him, but you do like him, but you're too scared to say anything to him. I stepped back slightly still a little tense
" Conan...I don't know what to say really " I looked at him with tears falling down my face and trying not to run away and go hide in my house.
"This isn't easy for me, you know that," I said as I walked backward until I hit the park bench and fell onto it
"I know, I just thought since all of the time that we spent together, that maybe you felt the connection between us like I did" he walked up to me slowly
"But, I should have known, you can't date your high school best friend," he sighed as he sat down beside me on the bench then looked at me
"Con, you can't say that in this situation. You know how I feel about you, it's just ..."
I woke up in a cold sweat, I think I just had a very weird nightmare about Conan. I sat up and looked at my phone and saw that I was on a facetime call with Conan, I guess we fell asleep. when I looked at the phone all I could see was Conan's ceiling and I could hear him snoring, it's been so long since we fell asleep on the phone together, I kinda almost forgot how he would snore like a little bear. I left the phone on the right side of the bed and then went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror, I still felt weird from my dream about Conan, so I threw water on my face from the sink and looked back into the mirror. The water didn't help, it just made my face wetter, I guess I shouldn't try everything I see on tv, I walked back into my room and got back into the bed and picked my phone up and looked at the time that was a read 2:25 am, I sighed and then turned on my side and pulled the covers over my head and scrolled through Instagram like usually when I can't sleep, I spent about an hour looking at funny videos, I think at some point I might have been laughing too loud and woke up Conan, I completely forgot I was on the phone with him. When I clicked back to the facetime call, all I could see was Conan's hair hanging in front of the camera
"Kayla? Why are you up so late" he asked in his sleepy voice
"I'm so sorry Conan, I didn't mean to wake you up, I just had a weird dream that woke me," I said as I removed the covers from my head so a little light from my bathroom could shine on me, so he could see me
"It's okay, just try to go back to sleep, I'll see you in the morning," he said before he flopped back on his pillow and went back to sleep. I just laid back and put my phone down next to me and tried to fall back to sleep, but I ended up looking at the ceiling and listening to Conan's snoring from the phone.
Time passes to the sunlight hitting me in the face as I was knocked out across my bed with the phone on the ground, still with Conan on it. I woke up and just looked at the floor for about a good second before moving to get up. I picked up my phone and hung up with Conan, so I could charge my phone and get ready for my super long day at UCLA, but luckily I have friends like Conan that could get me through the day.
I got up from bed and went to pick out my outfit for the day, I looked through my clothes and found a banging outfit for the day, I had a; yellow cropped jacket, a white button-up tube top, blue high waisted jeans with white platform shoes. as I was getting in the bathroom I heard my phone go off, but I didn't pay it any mind since I was getting ready.
(The outfit)
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A/N Hey guy's, I hope y'all like this new story^^ I will be going over this page again to fix any grammatical errors, so don't worry. Thank y'all so much for reading this stuff 🤪
