fears of being under another body
when my soul is attached to one woman
why choose to feed a desire
in a broken moment
my heart never asked for part in ?
fears of my present altering my future
walks through the park
with a daughter
that'll ask about love
and what it truly means
in the back of my mind
to tell her lies
with a deceitful grin
of a love her father never could live by
then be assumed when she
falls for the same guy
what kind of father is that ?
fears of attending my wedding with dry eyes
I'll be damned if settle
for a life of heavy metal clashing
when I love smooth grooves
piano keys and strings that paint eternal peace
I won't conform for a glimpse
to be Mr. right now for Mrs. alright
I am right now, forever and beyond
why would I murder a promise
French kissing women to camouflage pains
when she's the only one I miss ?
I get disgusted at thoughts
of being under covers
where she doesn't exist
being in a house
where she doesn't roam naked in
a life with kids
and she isn't the mother
fears of not being a righteous black man
with a strong black woman by his side
I am mastering the art of love
by being loyal and obedient to God
now
so even in time away
I pray
because I still feel her love
in my spirit
YOU ARE READING
With Love.
PoetryIn a book is the best way to hide knowledge of the truth, through a pen hides the strength of therapy. I've gain much wisdom and restored much faith from this. I hope this brings growth to anyone reading; it was worked through me in very difficult t...
