It's been 2 months since the decision was made that i'll be going to the world tour with Bangtan and a lot of things have happened after that. When I debuted I knew there has to be hates coming my way, knowing the history of k-pop and specially how bts were treated back then and me being the first female idol there was to be big talks. Not to mention antis will say anything they can to make me feel bad.
And these really did happen. Specially after the news about me going to the tour things started more. They started saying things like I'm using Bangtan's fame to get through the industry and it's all BigHit's plan, I don't have any talent it's just I have a big company and seniors who pay for it all, things like that. And I was becoming depressed and anxious about everything. I knew I couldn't quite or say no to the tour. That will prove that hate is bigger than love. I also knew that even if I have haters, I have more lovers. And I couldn't let them down. So I worked hard and prepared myself to face everything. I told the manager about the situation which he already had an idea about. So he asked BTS members to talk to me since they have gone through it and are the best people to give me advice and help me overcome my fears. That really helped and now I'm confident enough to deal the hates. All bts members told me how they deal with hates and also said they don't think I don't have talents or am using their fame or money. Besides it was their idea to bring me to the tour with them for a change and new experience. They're just being good friends and supportive seniors. They've been helping me get ready for the tour and I've learned the songs they'll be performing. I've also memorized few choreographies but not much as I won't be joining them with all of their songs. I'm excited and nervous but it's a good kind. I finally feel ready but also feel like i needed to tell my fans what I've been going through. And after asking BANG PD if I could make a small statement about my mental health on instagram he gave me permission.
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FanfictionAn Instagram based fanfic where a female solo idol is signed by BIG HIT. And after her debut she gets to join BTS on their world tour. She posts about her beautiful journey with The boys which shows how close she's become with them. It's like she wa...
