It's been a month since the tour ended and things have changed a lot. I've started recording for my album. And my first album will be out next year. Oppas have been helping out too. And they're like super busy and why would they not be? They have a whole new album to release and I know it's gonna be bigger than big. I can't wait 😊
Me and jungkook still didn't go public. We decided once our albums are out and things get less crazy then we will tell everyone.
I sometimes think maybe this was a bad idea for jungkook's career. I can handle it cause I'm just a beginner but him? He's part of something big and one wrong move makes it all go down. Besides that, he loves his work and fans and I don't wanna come in between them!But I feel safe around him. All my stress goes away when after a full day of practice and work he's laying on my lap and I run my hands through his hair!
When I hear his little snores and mumbles when he's sleeping beside me. (No we don't share a room. What are you thinking?🙄 Sometimes we just cuddled and still can't do it properly cause all the other members are teasing us about it😑)
But still I love him.I love his baby nature. His laughter, his smile, his shining eyes, just everything. And let's not talk about the manly bunny cause I can't talk about it😷
Sometimes I don't understand who's more cute Cooky or kookie😍But he has a side of him that he doesn't show easily. When he's sad or depressed and feeling low. He's anxious, he overworks himself because of the pressure he's carrying and I understand why. And that's why I'm not leaving him no matter what. I know his hyungs love him a lot and have been taking care of him ever since he was 14/15 but When I love someone I love them with all I have and I'm willing to do anything to be there for him cause I love him so much. I'd give up everything if that means I get to stay with him cause what's the point of having all of it and not having him by my side? I've held his hands and I'm not letting it go until he tells me to.
If Bang Pd hadn't taken me in BigHit and sent me with Bangtan on the tour maybe I would have never found him! I'm thankful to him and my 6 oppas for supporting our relationship. I won't break their trust and ARMY I will never break your bunny's heart, I promise💜
* not an end but a new beginning*
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FanfictionAn Instagram based fanfic where a female solo idol is signed by BIG HIT. And after her debut she gets to join BTS on their world tour. She posts about her beautiful journey with The boys which shows how close she's become with them. It's like she wa...