Delilah's Suicide

Chapter 3- Austin

AUSTIN- "Hey babe.... I need to talk to you."

DELILAH- "What is it baby?"

AUSTIN- "Babe.. I'm so sorry... I can't be in a relationship anymore. I love you I do, but I don't want to be in a relationship right now. Bye...."

DELILAH- "What??!! What did I do wrong?? Please stay please!! I love you and don't want to loose you? What happened to forever&always??? What happened to our Okay? Okay!"

AUSTIN- "....."

DELILAH- "Baby please!"

DELILAH- "Please I need you!"

DELILAH- "I guess this is goodbye..."

Thanks to you I cried all that weekend. I could never hear your name or I would freak out, and run away in tears. I held the teddy bear you gave me when we were together for our one month anniversary. I held it there in my arms crying and couldn't stop.

We went to your house at the end of the weekend, and of course you were there. My dad knocked on the door, and guess who answered? You did! I was in tears just by looking at you. All the memories started to flow back. It was absolute torture.

"We are here to get Delilah's things back. Here you go." My mom said taking the bear, promise ring, bracelet, and the hoodie from my hands. "She would like her bear, and her headphones back. Please and thank you." My mom said with a smile on her face. I have no idea how she could of held it all together. "Can I have my heart back please?" I wish I said that. But I never did.

You got up from the chair and looked in a fricking trash can! A trash can for crying out loud! What the hell was wrong with you to throw away my things? I didn't do that to you! I should of.

"I don't have them. I can't seem to find them. Sorry." My eyes widened. How could you loose something that you said was so valuable to you? You are such an ass Austin! And by the way, you do not have an ass. I was about to run out when I heard my dad speak up. I knew it didn't have to be good at all.

"I am not trying to be an ass here Jake, but Delilah and Austin had sex." My mouth dropped. Why did you say that??? We never did that!!! You dumbass he raped me!!! R-A-P-E!! RAPE!!! Can you say it? I will admit I said we had sex so they wouldn't let us hang out as much so he couldn't rape me. Not tell the whole fricking world! I hate you, I hate you! I kept repeating that in my head. I knew after that nothing will ever be the same. Never again.

1 Week later

I went to school all depressed as normal. And what do I see? You making out with one of my friends! How could you break my heart then go off and date make out with someone else? Man you are such a sick bastard! I should of never dated you on the first place.....

I walked past you and when you stopped eating the little bitch you stared me down. "Hey look everybody! It is the slut named Delilah! She will do it with you for 5 bucks. OR EVEN FREE!!!!!" I ran to the bathroom crying my eyes out. Good thing I had my little friend with me. I pulled out my razor and smiled. "Hello there little friend. Long time no see." I made a few cuts on my wrists, smiling and crying my eyes out.

I waited for the tardy bell to ring when the hallways were emptied. I washed off the running blood on my wrists. When I was finished I walked to class and everyone stared at me laughing. I knew this was the beginning of a terrible life for Delilah......

A month later

A month has passed and the bullying is still happening. Now you have all of your friends sending me dirty notes, texts messages, and now saying nasty stuff to my face. I have been cutting for over a month now. My wrists were scarred badly. I knew today was the day. Today was the day that I will be able to end it all. I will take pills and cut my veins. And then go to sleep. I can't wait to go to wonderland and escape the pain.....