𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐬 | 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘫𝘪𝘯 ♡

want you for myself

*hours later*

i heard a loud knock downstairs, while i'd just gotten out of the lovely shower i had.

i found an outfit that i thought was pretty acceptable for the party.

it was pretty simple, but i liked it a lot.

i styled it with a light washed cropped denim jacket and some black heels, hoop earrings and a cute necklace.

it was clear, that my mom had opened the door and had a small chat with jiyeon.

my mom really liked jiyeon a lot and she cares about her as well, like she was her own daughter.
maybe that's also why we have such a strong bond with each other, because i really do see her as something more than just my best friend.

i could hear gentle footsteps outside my door, followed by a silent knock.

jiyeon opened the door and her eyes immediately went wide.

"oh my god. GIRL you look so good, wow."

she emphasised the wow in her words.

"aw thank you," i said, while looking down on the floor, blushing.

"hyunjin eyes are SO gonna be all over you." she threw herself on my bed whilst still looking at me.

i threw a pillow into her face.

"what are you saying!" i got really embarrassed by her words.

she giggled.

"i'm just saying the truth, what do you mean? it's so obvious that he has feelings for you!"

i thought long and hard about her words.

did he really have feeling for me?

that can't be true. it's hyunjin. HWANG hyunjin, to be exact.

he's so popular at school now, everyone knows about him. he hangs out with so many other girls. but they are all so obsessed with him, it's pretty tiring to see to be honest.

it was a friday when it happened.

hyunjin, jiyeon and i were just sitting in the cafeteria, chatting as always.

i was about to tell hyunjin something, until some girls approched us.

"hyunjin, can i please get your number?"

the girl in the middle looked at him with puppy eyes, holding her phone out, all ready to dial it in.

hyunjin smiled at her and said sure.

i slowly felt something in me, taking over my my feelings. was it jealousy? i don't know, but i indeed didn't like the sight in front of me.

on our way home from that day, hyunjin and i were walking the same road home like always.

suddenly another girl approaches us from the back. she pushed hyunjin and i away to the side and squeezed herself inbetween us.

i rolled my eyes and looked the other way.
i've had enough of it already.

"hyunjin, where are you going?"

i turned my attention back at him, and saw that she had grabbed his hand.
it was clear to see, that hyunjin was trying his best to let go of her, but her grip was getting stronger.

"um, i'm on my way home."

"oh me too! we can walk home together then."

i felt an anger build up inside of me.

"but he doesn't have time actually, right hyunjin?"

hyunjin looked up at me, confused but immediately nodded, knowing what i meant.

"oh, yeah! i don't have time, sorry. i have to hurry home. we can talk on monday if you want to."

she finally let go of his hand.

"that's okay! i'll see you on monday, i can't wait!" she smiled and walked away.

and everything got pretty awkward after that.

♡

...to be continued.