Between us

2. I want you and I don't care😩

I laid in my bed in the dark scrolling through my Instagram feed. Its been about a year since my Situation with Nuski. We fell off a while back. After our little "Hang out" we would text here and there or i would see him around the city. I genuinely liked him as a person but after a couple of months i found out he got a girl pregnant. I was kinda heartbroken about the situation. I know he wasnt my boyfriend or anything but he most def was someone that i could see myself talking to even if it was on the low. He would text me all the time but i NEVER responded. He would call and text and call and text over and over. He would be texting asking why was i mad, or what he could do to fix it. I got tired of it and blocked him.

But it's been roughly about a year since we talked. Im slowly getting over him . from what i know is he has a Beautiful babygirl with a very Pretty baby mother. They aren't together anymore tho. I got out of bed and headed to the kitchen. I was 18 now and lived with my 2 besties in our apartment. Im home alone right now. I got into the kitchen

and make my way to the Refrigerator and go into the freezer and grab my Strawberry Swirl Ice cream and then grab a spoon then head back to my room Dont judge my fat ass. As i get back into the room i see my phone has notifications. I grab it and open it. It was a Text from an unsaved number. It read "Hey I miss you" i read it a thought for a second. I closed the text and went back to my instagram. Were i got a notification that i got a friend Request. I opened it to find out it was Nuski who had created a new account and im guessing a new Number that he was able to text me from. I ignored it and began to eat my ice cream. I few seconds later my phone began to ring . i looked down at my ringing phone seeing that it was Nuski's unsaved number. I look at it for a while and pick the phone up i began to press the the answer button but my thumb clicked the decline button. I got up put my ice cream back. And laid down in my bed . Turning my Do not Disturb on and Slowly drifting into Sleep.

(This song perfectly describes how i feel about Nuski)

The Next Morning.

I wake up to the Warm sun Gently kissing my face. I slowly sit up and begin to strecth. I get out of my bed and grab my phone. I turn on some music and head into my bathroom . i turn on the shower and close the door. I get undressed and get in the shower and began to Clean myself. I poured the Dove soap onto my pink loofah and start to lather my body in the Warm water and sweet soap. " Couldnt get Michael Cours if you were Fucking Michael Cours" I sung along to Nicki Minaj's Verse on A$$ by Big Sean. Sorry but Nicki is my bitch. I finish All of my Hygiene things and Put on a Cute little Pink shirt and some Black Biker shorts with some Pink fur slids. I comb out my 40 inch Bone straight Virgin Brazilian. No im not Transgender just Gay nigga with wig Lmao. I spray myself in my Chanel N°5 Perfume. And head out my room and down the hall inti the living room to See my Bitch Ajah sitting on the couch eating a bowl of cereal watching tv and my Other bitch Jaliyah in the kitchen Making Bacon.

"Bitch can you go to the store for me Right Quick?" Jaliyah said as she Flipped her bacon over in the Pan. "For what bitch?" I said as i sat down at a chair in the room. "I need a few things from that list i wrote for you over there" she said as she pointed to a piece of paper on the counter." I would get them myself but i have some Accounting Papers for school to work on" She said looking at me. Jaliyah is a Student in Collage majoring in psychology.