chapter 5

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So this chapter has abuse in it I that triggers you or anything I put ⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠ at the beginning of the abuse.And ✔✔✔✔✔ at the end so you guys can skip it.And I'm sorry if this isn't accurate. Tell me if any problems.

Y/N Pov

Today wasn't so bad actually, Holland seemed genuinely happy,which isn't often, and we made two more friends,San and Kai. I was to busy recalling today that I missed the bus. Shit! I run home as quickly as possible but I got home  20 minutes late. Please don't let dad be here,I walk through the door,please,please,please,please damn it.

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I feel a bottle hit the back of my head and my body crashes to the floor. I look up and see my dad holding a bat, you can tell he is drunk, " Your late" "I know dad I'm sorry" "If you were really sorry ,you wouldn't have been late!"
" I'm sorry I forgot a book in my locker ,so I went back to get but I missed the bus,I'm sorry" "so now you're making up reasons?!" I feel the bat hit my stomach " you know what happens when you break a rule! "
I feel the bat come down on my body over and over why am I still alive? I think to myself my dad stops beating me with the bat and walks away I think he's over so I start to get up but I feel him kick me back down "did I say you could get up! I'm not done with you yet!" I see my dad with his matches and he lights one and puts it against my skin he does this a couple times before the pain is to much and I pass out.

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I wake up where I passed out but my dad is passed out on the couch, I try to get up so I can clean my wounds and finally after I few tries I finally get up. I limp to the bathroom so I can clean my wounds but I notice this time he cut me I have a huge cut across my stomach he has never done this before. I start cleaning up my wounds and wrap them. When I'm done tending to my wounds I head to my room to do my homework and study cause my dad wants be to get straights A's . I start with math because that is my favorite subject (yes I like math don't judge me - author) and finish with history,when I finish my homework I study for 2 hours and then go to take a shower. Usually after I shower I read but I'm just to tired so I get everything ready for school tomorrow and go to bed.

A/N
I am so sorry I have not updated I have had a rough week I will try not to do that again. I hope you liked the chapter and I'm sorry for any mistakes feel free to tell me about anything that should be changed. And here is some info about me.

Age: 15
Gender:male
Place where I live: North Carolina
School: home schooled
Family: a mom,dad,2 older brothers and one older sister I am the youngest.
Pets:  A dog and goat (two angle horses)
Fun facts:
I grew up on a farm we grew out own fruits and vegetables, and raised pigs,goats,horses,pigeons/doves,dogs, and cats.

I am considered sheltered because I grew up without tv,wifi, and electronics. I'm not aloud to have instagram,Facebook, Twitter, or Snapchat. I don't have a phone and I don't know what tiktok is. i actaully have a phone and a bunch of social platforms now so feel free to message me and i can give you them incase you ever need to talk.

I have a CD collection (26) and I have over 225 books. And I can give you facts about animals for hours.

Word count: 652

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